running

yesterday was tiring!
went out in the morning to macritchie to run... lol
but it was 4.8km lar...not 6.4...heng..
finished with 21.28mins...not sure whether its good or bad...think its bad though...cos din push myself too hard...and its about 1min 49s per 400 metres on an average...

well, after that it was off to yishun for lunch with the rest of the squash people!
lol...sad thing is seems that the guys and girls dont mix around much...lol...weird larr.

after lunch it was back to yck to play squash...sighs..my squash seriously sux...either its due to the fact that i din wear specs so everything is blurry..l.or i just sux plainly...haha
should i get contacts? can hear my dad's grumblings of wasting money again..sigh
well, u cant help it if u have one who isn't active in school activities during his secondary and college years and still proud of it! -_-'

oh well,after one whole day of exercise...my legs are aching again...need to rest man...pe on tues...lucky it aint on mon!

when will the snow melts?
and bring warmth again...
and fade those memories away...

thurs

heys...not been blogging these few days....quite busy with playing =p and activities like the council interview...hhas must say that the interview was not that challenging unlike the other jc's one....
oh well...anyway..been raining these few dayss...and aj is not exactly wet weather friendly u know...

anyway, pe isn't really that bad as most make it out as...sjab's worse esp the period when i was still a sec1 lol
oh yeah, regained some of the strength back...pull-ups improved! by one pull...from 3 to4! =p 20 pull-ups here i come` haha..

oh well...wont be having trainings for these few weeks cos squash has cancelled it...
what does this mean? although i'm in squash, i've not gone for one single training!

but they would be running 5k this sat...sigh have to go all the way to mac ritchie lar!

i've fallen fallen into the deep blue ocean...
sights greet my eyes....
fishes swim round me...
but my heart's as empty as an abandoned hermit shell...
and then with a swipe of the sting ray's tail...
its broken into pieces...

today is tuesday! hahas...anyway happy birthday to kai hui and veronica! lol...sorry u din get ur presents cos JONATHAN QUEK forgot to bring it! jonathan arh! forgetful!

anyway, it rained when we were released from sch today! =[ no bball1 haii...anyway dont knwo why but everyone seem to disappear home...and i missed the 45 bus..had to wait for at least 30 minutes for the next bus! and cheryl and cy came along...cos they were goin back to andss to visit teachers and find the new pool table!!! OMG! they actually ahve a pool table when we jsut leave school!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! thought last tiem when we suggested it they say its not possible not even for table soccer!!! so unfair can! hmph!

nvm...had a great afternoon playing table tennis with zhou yang! hahas...long time since i touch the bat can....but nvm it was fun! hahas...foudn someone who live near me and play sports le wahaha!

alright signing off` ciao

sunday

sighs...have to go school tmr...means waking up early...and surviving through the lectures...boring...have pe tmr though...

btw, nj council just called me! lol...thought they would know that i was kicked out of nj...funny lar..haha`

anyway went to play bball just now! hahas...it was so fun k...cos the ppl are like all taller than me...so get to jump around...woohoo...and burn people..wahahaa
but then as night approaches...accuracy starts to drop...so have to rely on lay-ups...awww...but lay-ups are more fun but physically sstraining...and u have to take the risk of getting scratched, elbowed and squashed like a pancake... =p
but that makes is even more fun right? haha! anyway back aching now due to the jumping cos ahve to try to hang in the air as long as possible and twist and turn! ^^
but the satisfaction gained from successfully scoring the hoop is immense...feeling of exhilaration!!

on a heavier note (about 1000000 tonne), cut my finger while trying to break the ice...was thinking abt some stuff and din notice..then the ice just cracked and gave me a very tiny incised wound...SIgh...
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the damage's still there...
and wil remain there...
only time can remove it...
but how long would it take?

sjab comp./

hmm...the results are out...not too good i guess...
ac got first! haha...wei lun told u my theory was correct =p and congratulations to you guys! must continue working hard alright...win again next year!
AA got second...
NA got third...the sec4 team...

but well...you guys/girls did did your best...
to ac nc and the other na team...work harder k? own them next year during competition...sure can de...more passsion...more seriousness!

alright after that...we went to mac...a whole big bunch of us...think abt 30 plus! lol we shld have just reserved the whole of mac can! too bad we cant all sit together so din really get to talk to the jnrs...and feel so old lar...cos cant recognise the younger ones... =p STM at work again...haha

but well its still a fun day...long time sicne our batch of people sat together to crap...topics range from one extreme to another...so extreme that wee keong and dean cant take it! haha! long time since we laugh so much....sigh miss you guys...all in different jcs le...been long since i feel so relaxxed and at ease...nvm we going to kbox sometime soon right? hahas!
hmm, dont know if we will still meet up in the future..hope so...wahahah!

all in all, it has been a good day..though the teams din really perform well...but that's with competition...you win and lose...just that we should have been able to won =p

hmm...that's all my com's lagging...sighs...cya`

last day of week1 t2

well well well...had first pe lesson in aj today....guess they still have drops of kindess in them cos it wasn't as tough as most make it out to be...just run 2.4 then do a lil bit of pumping...a lil of triceps boost i think and sit ups....
but the afternoon sun make us perspire like mad...i mean during the 2 warm-up runs i was already perspiring can! lol

after that...it was end of lessons for the day..went to canteen to slackk` hahas....fp came again! diao he miss aj now that he's in vj...cos his class is a mugger class...no jokes nothing...unlucky sia!

anyway...after the slacking or cooling down...went around looking for ppl bballing but its all quiet and lonely...cant find zhishu too...dont know where he disappeared to...

btw, had maths tutorial and pw tutorial today....the pw one was a lil boring...maths was quite slow lar...but then ppl are like not listening to her and stuff..hahas

went back anderson..oh no..the guy teams are like all not prepared lehs...hai...
should have went abck to train them during first 3 mths...but no time lar...sighs
anyway...just do you best and pray we will win 4 gold tmr!
good luck AC AA NC NA!! haha` have faith and u can do it!

competitons bring sadness and happiness...
winning is the ultimate point...
losing with pride and honour seconds it....
but we are all in it together....
the hard work put in...
time sacrificed...
blood bled...
sweat perspired...
it will be fufilling...
00000000000000000000000000000000000000000


beneath the sky...
i look up...
and was met by a thousand twinkling smiles...
my heart lit up...
only to be extinguished...
at the thought of your absence...your indifference...your coldness...


ciao`

thursday

well, started on the REAL schedule today! was an okay timing i guess...we were released early...and the whole class went to reading room! hahas...well we were reading sorta of....just not books...maths lecture was okay...pity those who haven study ap gp yet...the lecturer was moving fast but since some of us have learnt it...if it was any slower it would have been boring =p

hmm...quite a few stuffs to blog about...but dont feel like it...mixed feelings i guess....hai comp coming this sat le...hope the jnrs are really prepared and win back all the golds like our batch did =p hahas u guys/girls must jia you k!

finished printing my cca records and stuffs...finally! lol

had 2 class meals today first is class break and then class lunch...the lunch one was more fun cos its much cooler at nyp with the fans! it was after school so need not rush...played all the guessing patterns stuff...hahas just realsie how lame andersonians are...almost everything we have done before or can decipher quickly...tis a wonder all of us are able to walk without any walking sticks! lol

alright, lazy ot type anymore...gg off`

the after effects of the wave...
everything is groggy...hope it would get better...
is it possible to start all over again but with a happier ending? lol!
wishful thinking...
just move on and treaure what u have...

here it comes again

here it comes again...

a wave of sadness....
but i knew it was coming...
felt its presence...
as it came from the horizon...
i tried to brave it...
but its too overwhelming....
dont ask me why...
cos i dont know why...
i knew it was coming yet run i did not...
friends told me to avoid it...
but i decided to brave it...
thinking i would be able to survive it...
but alas its not...
it hurts...
but its so different from the past...
its the hollow kind...
the kind that leaves u empty...not drowning...
the kind that makes u wanna die but cant die...
why did u have to do that....
why din i avoid it...

no its not your fault...
can never bring myself to blame you...
and its not your fault...
i forgot to ask why...
but i guess it dont matter to you anymore...
its a chapter closed and burnt away...
never to bother you again...

all that stuff...
wonder if its true...
or just to get things over and done with quickly...

wish i could just die while saving a kid tmr man...
more fruitful way to die...
dont know how to face this...

i just wanna run and never stop...
bball till the end of the days...
hit balls against the wall all day...
and just lay beneath the starry sky...
as i breathe my last breath and remember you the last time...

End.
this is sure a long one....shall edit it if i feel more....
should make it into a song or sth...

'a normal life is all i want.'

why

something is wrong everybody around me seems to be down with something!
fever, stomachace, flu, food poisoning,
had a mild headache and stomachache just now....feeling better now haha
i hope?

why do we always try so hard to live? why not just let things take it course?

yes?

do you?
yar
u sure?
yup
serious?
a huh
really?
yes

one word answers make u seem pissed or sth...someone told me...
if only its so easy? lol...going with e floww` =]

friday of hols

oh man! its friday already...many tutorials left undone!!! =[ sucks to be second intake students so many stuffs to do!
had og outing yesterday! haha....wass fun! too bad some people could not make it....got to know some ppl from pae class29....they are fun pepole too! lol

went to pepperlunch for er LUNCH....the service is goood....the waiters and waitresses are always smiling and patient...haha...din ive black looks or anything though we took quite long to get settled down and was confusing in who ordered which food and drinks =p

afterwards we went to kbox...haha...it was funny lar...and oh man the girls are pro at singing alr...argh! esp kang kim...luckily there's hsien yong to help rep the guys haha...both of them can sing well man...they should go join aj superstar!
halfway thru..went with dj to play pool...lols its just next door anyway..wahaha...fun fun fun... and then we also played bridge and sang birthday song for the two march babies...lol...there was cake too ahha!

around 7 we went to the food court downstairs for dinner...after that...we played murderer...hmm seems like its becoming a tradition of our OG to play murderer huh...lol then we went home...all in all a fun day...we bonded more as an OG....made new friends...so sad we are all different class =[ nvm we shall have mini outings or sth...LOL

went for chem lecture today...but not listening most of the time...why? cos i've learnt them in nj and nj notes are much much better than aj's sad to say but its true.... hai even that guy sitting next to me also commented on that...haha but well it was still worth the trip to sch cos....forced myself to wake up early...finished one chem tutorial except one question which i dont know how to do... =p and of cos.... yup hahas

hmm feeling tired now...no mood to mug or do tutorials...maybe shall take 40 winks and then see how...it will most prob be bballing!!!! woohoo!!!

ah..cheesecake...taste so nice seh...o rmaybe its just that that bakery is pro at baking it...lol

wednesday

oh no! third day of hols already..term2 is approaching fast!

went to run today... AARON was sleeping soundly like a pig at home...so after waiting for 10 minutes and calling him...i came to the above conclusion and went off to run...lotsa of...amps students there today...so was not so nice to run ahve to keep on changing lanes...cos they were having cca...oh well...did a super sucky timing of 10 mins 54 sec...die liao lar...justin har...how?! nv exercise for a few weeks timing drop by 30 secs...must hit the golden 9 this year then platinum 8 next year! lol...might as well join track right? haahs but i'm not interested nor have the talent...

okay..then went home...and played bball for a while on the way....the temptation was just to great too be resist...well went home to mug...but until now i've only completed 2 tutorials...die still ahve like 6-7 i think and i have not revised the previous topics for all teh subjects!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

should i run tomorrow?

ciao`

tues

OH NO! its the scond day of hols already! this is going way too fast!!! ahhh....

anyway...not running today...cos it rained...hahas...too bad it stopped now... =[
but well..its still okay!

still have tmr morning...aaron better not psed us again...hahas...
went to lavender to train the juniors...this is bad man...not up to standard yet..everything is like 'half bucket'?

then wei lun arthur and i got sianed after lunch..must have had too much so started to feel sleepy! =p

feel like gg to their training this thurs lehs...but have og outing..aww`
nvmind..good luck juniors and train hard! we need to win back that gold medal....

and i still ahve many tutoriasl to rush through!!! sighs...one of the many downside of changing jcs....and some jc notes are definitely better than some jcs...u dont even need to read it la...just see how its printed then u will know already! hhaa

alright...ciaoz`

monday of term1 hols

well...met xing hua in the morning then we went to yck to run! wahhaa
did 5km..ended with quite a sucky timing i said QUITE...26min 59 sec. haah
then went to aj to buy the uniform....the shirt's super thick! i'm so going to die...
running's good...brought my mind off you...felt better already only for you to do that again! sighs...this hurts too much..i just cant stand it..sighs

anyway, went to andss in the afternoon to train the juniors..arh! miss anderson...sigh...andersonians still rock...only come to appreciate it more after mixing around with ppl from other sch in nj and aj...hahas
after that went for a mini nie gatehring at gillian's house? haha...was abit sian though...think its sth to do with the weather..felt a lil sick and headache... =[

sighs...i hate this man..this feeling of nowhere....racing heartbeat...loose footings...falling forever into a deep abyss along... ='[

going to lavender tmr to train the jnrs again! running at 8pm at yck later anybody want to join us? haha

ciao`
i guess its never to be...
its getting worse...
really worse...
its like being stabbed in the heart and twisting it through and through...
it hurts..it really do...

who hve the song sweet escape?

tmr

had outing today! hahas...some ppl psed us lar...in the end it became like a guy's affair thing...went to seoul garden for dinner...lols...ate to the heart's content! woohoo`

there goes the calories burnt during the running in the morning!!

after the dinner...we went to play pool...hhas was fun and quite hilarious...played pool until get high! together together! haha

alright as for this morning...went to yck to run with aaron and self directed physical training LOL...aaron u seriously need to train more...haha
and then went home. HOWEVER on the way home...i passed by the bball court...and there were people there! so my legs went to auto mode and brought me to the code...adn within 5 minutes was palying bball all hte way to 12! lols...then went home for lunch..managed to read through half of the maths lecture notes for standard curves before going for the outing! haha

bottom line...bball rocks...running takes the mind off stuffs...i'm sitll torn apart.
sighs..

alright signed off`

running

somehting must have happened to aaron...all of a sudden he wants to run! lols...so we are going to run at yck stadium tmr at 9...whoever interested just come and join us....let's target 10 cliques under 20mins...haha i know its a very lousy one..but we are not that fit yet..haha
07s21 outing tmr people..so pls do try to make it...even if u r in M'sia! haha

vrala2

hmm..before i start..anybody have any idea on how to show the title of entries? its weird not being able to see them but onlt the date!

alright abt rala2 aka ajc orientation2...it was a three day event and yesterday was the last day...

must say that the whole orientation is okay i guess..passable with some hiccups here and there...some of the games were qutie fun! like the chicken and eagle thingy...and the run to the block thingy....would be better if they have more wet games involving throwing water bombs or something! =p all more ball games! wahaha...

but then uncia (0G29) rawks! when we get to the mood, its fun...cheering like nothing...crapping together...the people are friendly and do participate in games actively...though there were periods when we just stoned.

of course our OGFs are great too! the 3 of them are 24/7 hyppper people... already hyper after assembly is over...my god...pro seh...never-ending source of energy...and relentlessly trying to get us to shout all the time...there's hsien yong with his loud voice...shouting here and there...made the atmosphere lar...never quiet and dull! can keep on shouting lar...wonder what cca he was from? haha
wendy...also another hyper person...and she kept shouting/screaming till zao xia! =p she's also like the food i/c for us...cos our lunch is always brought by her from the canteen wiht the help of some uncia memebers too of course!and she did the contact list for us too. yeah.
alright LAST but not least...there's karmun too... another hyper one...but always kena bullied. purposely dao her when she ask us to do stuffs LOL sorry lar...but we cant help it...but at least provided an extra source of entertainment! so its important...oh yar..still dont think u can kick as high as those guys yesterday.. =]

back to our og mates...well after the finale..we went to kfc to eat...almost the whole OG went so it was qutie a big group! 13 of us i think? justin had to go cos his father would miss him for dinner LOL yeah...was one of the biggest group there other than anderson sec-anderson jc people who went there too...forgot to go say hi. Oops. anyway...this just slipped INTO my mind...quiet people dont mean un-enthu people...hahas cos our uncia have some quiet people but they are enthu too! lols. back to the subject, cant believe the people din know that ice and chilli is an exothermic reaction! hahas...so wilson, ding jie and i..showed them..explaining the effect..and adding more chilli so as to hasten the reaction...and then the girls tried...too bad only hui li get to experience it...lucky you! =p

must say that my og mates are great and yar OGFs too lar...too bad we most probably wun be in the same class...sighs..nvm we can still meet up once in a while..and see each other..aj aint that big after all =]

btw our ancient's overall champ lol
uncia outing this thurs..pls make it everyone.
PAEnj07S21 outing tmr...pls make it too. lol
and Aqua members of njc...gathering this coming friday...go okay? hahas
oh yar...very very sorry NIE gang...but i cant go out today lah...if i do..i wun have any hols left..and would be screwed when sch reopen...we go out another time k?? yeah! have fun blading anyway..lols
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hope my class would be as fun...well at least there's high prob that jeremy would be there too! lol and ding jie and wilson since we chose the same combi...whaha
PCME H2

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its getting better or will it? sighs.

orientation

hmm shall blog abt it tmr or later...am sorta of busy now..haha

sighs

i just hate this lar..hate my score...hate myself...god..i'm stupid...still dunno hw i get such a score...

grey and blue uniform for 500+ days....


lies turths lies....
the cycle goes on...
when is it a lie?
when is it a truth?
how will i ever know...
sometimes i just feel like dropping it all and just die...
sometime i just feel like being invisible and just stay there and watch...
sometimes i wonder if it would be better if all this is a dream...
sometimes i wonder if it would be better if i've never met you...
i wanna say it out...say it all out...but its not so simple....
lives would be changed...emotions affected...more barriers built...
and finally losing it all... =[

great...this sux...
and tears are welling up!
sigh`

orientation day 1

must say i'm not really impressed at all? hahas its okay lar...abit boring with all the talks but that's no choice lah...i know..lol
but why dun they on the air-con in the hall? its so hot...perspire and perspire!
no choice i guess....500+ days to the end in my life in ajc..haha

wonder will it be tears or joy when that day comes?


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why are u doing this?
why not say it straight?
but go in rounds...
it would be better for u....
less painful for me...
u r making it colder...
its getting worse....
somebody save me....

ajc

alright i'm posted to ajc....

i'm not sad about leaving the school...i'm sad about leaving the students of njc...07s21 guys and some of the girls...and the various people i met while playing bball and my first orientation group...and the many people i've seen but not really talk to yet...the OGLS....seniors...squash people...this is what make me miss nj, not the sch not the teachers but the students...the people there are just nice and friendly la! and also the many friends who are going into nj with second intake...sighs... =[ well, life's like that..may we meet again sometime eh? in NUS or something..haha...

aj tmr ahve to reach there by 0710!!!! OMG...early but then its quite near my house so well...haha...can run there in 20 minutes if i'm late? kk...stop crapping...

guess i'm not so sad..cos it dun really matter what jc i go to now cos the bottomline is i cant get into vjc? the jc i targetted since sec3....the jc that i feel fits my beliefs? to work hard and play hard and score...small but cosy....friendly...
sighs sad i'm not a victorian...but that's over i guess...all due to 5A2s....

to 07s21ers....no matter what jc u r posted to or class separated into...we were still a class before...PAE07s21...we spent nearly 3 mths together...surviving thru lectures in LT5...tutorials in class...considering to pon lesson or not...
now that we have goen our separate ways let's stay in contact...say hi to each other once in a while via sms or msn or thru the phone! LOL...
on a lighter note...its the last time i get to sing building a family... hai sad lar..i'm now like OUT of the glorious mission le...07S21 joke..thanks to justin HAR...HAHA

that's all. got a tv in my room...its abit redundant? but nvm..

I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back...

my heart's torn..
through and through...
there's nothing but a hollow space left...
but i'm still bleeding somewhere...
and i lay there...watching the sky...
as the life within slowly ebbs away

missyoumissyoumissyoumissyoumissyou...hai

oh man

u still dont know...guess u wun...hah...oh man this sux...i'm dying...dying...
but u wun know and u wun care

this hurts.

1h of bball aint enough...it still hurts like hell...
i feel so dumb...its not like i've seen u...and yet the more we talk...the worse it get...till i'm lost deep within it....until then did u turn it to an ice-cold cave...freezing me everywhere...yet leaving my heart beating...making me feel the hurt and yet unable to take it away..leaving me helpless
then u forgot about me and just left...it hurts..it really hurts...but do u know?
u dont even care...cos there aint a need anymore...
so it ends here and i shall feel the hurt till the ice in this cave melts...but will it ever? its seems to be an eternal cold...

u just break me down so badly
and i trip over everything you say
u just break me down so badly
in the worst way
and just turn your head and left.

so what

so it comes to an end. as usual. its always the same. always.
i cant stand it.

the rain drops falling...i'm stuck in a building...
with noone to talk to....i'm all alone...
so alone...
i wanna leave this place...i wanna leave it all...
i wanna live in the mountains...
with the sky as blanket and earth as bed...
with trees as companions...animals as friends...
to spend the last of my days...in their embrace...
till life starts to seep slowly away...
and all that's left is one rotten corpse...

i wanna be invisible to everyone else (but i'm already am)
and just lay there and watch life passes me by...with no feelings.
no nothing...its too hard being able to feel...too much hurt involved...
more than happiness.

i hate this for making feel like this...i knew the ending yet i still went on...
only to prove myself right and leave myself broken again.

resolution

i realised i haven set thsi year's resolutions.
for now,
it would be mug hard. study hard. bball hard. squash hard. and if i'm in council. council hard?.

lol

i'm going bonkus....but well today has been quite a day the sky rained... i made a revelation to a problem that's been bothering me. and i made a resolution that wun last past a day.

the boredom sets in

its always great to train reall hard for a competition and then to perform it perfectly on that day...the sense of satisfaction is always great..
can still remember the time we won the zonal competition...at that moment whatever that we did before..the trainings we undergone...time spent polishing the shoes...getting pumped...running around like crazy...and weird prac case scenarios...were all worth it...definitely
and also the time spent underneath the hot sun practising the fd routine....


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on another note, today's gonna be a boring day...dont feel like doing my assignments...and everybody either busy or already going out with their clique...guess its stoning at the bball court today. =]

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with the passing of time...comes the dulling of previous memories...
but its still fresh in me...like the day before

this is crap

no matter the results, life moves on.
no matter how you are treated, life goes on.
the world dont revolve around you yet many yous revolve the world.
if everybody were to stop what they were doing would life stop?
if that's true, i would want it to stop when i see u at that moment.
just before u see me. and just stay there. forever.

now, that's a selfish thought...u cant sacrifice the whole world cos of u. cos of what u want.


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and there goes the debate, between the rational and irrational from within.
its terrible. i'm bursting to the seams. why is it always like this? WHY?

is this for real? or issit just an illusion? when will it end? its killing me...

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i just want to lie on soft green grass under the starry night and watch the raindrops fall.
its the only way to forget...
the only way to find the scarred peace lost amongst a shredded piece of heart.
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it always hurts to know.
but its better than to not to know.
but the answer would always be the same.
that there's no point knowing.
cos the outcome's already known.

despite this, i would still want to know.
i woudl still want to know.
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if i ever die within this 2 years...i shall donate my heart to that poor friend of yu hui if it fits...haha.. i'm being serious here.

emotions

i really need to change a blogskin....this aint suitable now...the wordings arn't that suitable for reading...anybody have templates to suggest?

and we shall say goodbye...and we'll never know if we will ever meet...friendships have been forged...but are they strong enough to withstand the wearing out of time?
we met and became a class cos of results and now we are going to be separated due to it...what irony...though some people are a wee bt irritating but that defines this class...gave it character...nad now we'll be broken up soon...cant help but feel a pang of sadness...really wanna have a gathering of sorts...but will u all go? as i said there's really some irritating ppl! but still...think will miss the guys more lah...we have such a unique mix of characters...and more unassuming if there's such a word...mix around more..no cliques and stuff..

squash trainings are fun....no attitude ppl in it and everyone is friendly and nice...we joke around...can see it would be fun! and we would bond more as training progress..that is if i'm still there =]

what do u do when ur brain and heart conflicts? your heart yearns for it...your brain tells u its impossible....its always a turmoil within..and it amplifies whenever i just lay there ...when the sky's dark and everyone's sleeping...with only the stars as company...suddenly everything seems so distant and feels so lonely...then the heart lose hope and the turmoil's dampened and there's peace within but not without sadness not without tears...


if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world

i dont quite know
how to say
how i feel

songs just make u feel better...and the rain stopped...din get to watch it fall from the grandstand...they amde a temporary shelter for road run...spoilt the view..SIGHS...nevertheless what nature cant express...words shall do...

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

sphere

the sphere's getting smaller....the days duller....the words lesser...till none is left...and tension starts to show....then the bond starts to fray...till it finally breaks...