sighs

i just hate this lar..hate my score...hate myself...god..i'm stupid...still dunno hw i get such a score...

grey and blue uniform for 500+ days....


lies turths lies....
the cycle goes on...
when is it a lie?
when is it a truth?
how will i ever know...
sometimes i just feel like dropping it all and just die...
sometime i just feel like being invisible and just stay there and watch...
sometimes i wonder if it would be better if all this is a dream...
sometimes i wonder if it would be better if i've never met you...
i wanna say it out...say it all out...but its not so simple....
lives would be changed...emotions affected...more barriers built...
and finally losing it all... =[

great...this sux...
and tears are welling up!
sigh`