Sunday, January 11, 2009

thoughts

A to-do list-
1)getting back my fitness
2)start my trainings on:
hypnosis
magic
bball
squash
3) learning music and dance
and that's my three objectives. meaning which i need discipline! (and thick skin)

Saturday, January 10, 2009

stoned

i'm seriosuly stoned.
why is the bball court unavailable again.
cant they put the counters for the bursary award in the shelter at the side of the hall!?

now there ain't any court where there are ppl playing.
the other court nearer to my house is empty too. rahhh.
and almost everyone's either in army, attached, going to be or trying to be.
that leaves like near zero people to ask them out!
teh remaining one dun even respond to your smses till its too late.
if only i enlist in january. so much better.

but life wont be as boring if there's an available court with people playing to go to!
and i dont wanna travel all the way to sengkang. cos nobody available to ask to go there to play!
infuriating.
and i just 'sent' my bedsheet covers for washing...

if the afternoon gets any worse, guess i might just have to go there and try my luck?
on a more frustrating note. i haven't run for 1 month already!

maybe i shld get on with that forgotten plan of being a hermit. =)
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

sometimes we think too much
on a question where there's no answer.
for the question comes from emotions itself
and not a rational mind.
but we seek still the answer
for fear of getting hurt
if we dont find one;
hence leaving a blemish
that stains our life.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

the middle

the player's on shuffle
an old song came to play........

The Middle
Hey,Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away

[Chorus]
It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright. (alright)

Hey,You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, (on your own)
So don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough (good enough)
For someone else.

.............and its one hell of a catchy song

Saturday, January 03, 2009

guess

da da da da da
dada dada da
dada da da da dada

alright what song am i humming tunelessly to?
any guesses? hahaa


okay , my new status. i'm swinging like a pendulum from the halfway mark to 3/4 mark of GJH's resolution( the one revealed at suki sushi =p).
and wx and wc we are not crazy okay! just pragmatic =)

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2009

suddenly, it seems like just another day.

just proves the fact that the process is of more importance than the destination



nothing would make sense;

the things we do

unless we live the moment

and experience what there is to be.


but am feeling listless.
wish i have sufficient money
so i can just sit by
and watch the world pass by.
even for a few weeks.

that being said.
also wanna bball and squash the whole day round!