update

i'm back! hahas.. been watching heroes...so no time to blog abt anything....
and the narration at the start is always so thought provoking...LoLs

sometimes we think too much, trying to make sense of all around us.
hence it is better at times to take a back seat and watch the world,
letting it carry us away with the passing of time.

mahjong

wasted my morning waking up early today....
went to bugis to do nothing...
the only good thing was to find jon choy and had lunch together..haha
poor guy had a fever...
and still have to work....
the power of love? or money...hahas
maybe both..

then zhou yang and i basically just stoned the rest of the morning away at the arcades to wait for his lunch break and hav lunch with xq's friends and mum....
waste of my sleep la...could have slept lonnger...

oh yar, out of the blue moon...we decided to went to pray in the temple...hahas...it was quite funny la....and like the first and only time i went there on my own accord.
been years since we were there. and zhou yang was targetted by a girl selling donations! it was hilarious!

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how good is it to have a window paned roof
and fall asleep looking at stars
or watching raindrops falling down...
okay that's the next best scenario of course. =D

Empty
Tried to take a picture
Of Love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

first emo song by click 5?
one of the best.

doomv daz

who would know that back muscles can cramp?

and the skin over the wounds be torn apart again
by one's very hand.

suspicion to fill the air...
can you feel the despair?

why did i pack the bloody room!?

packing...

was filing the papers and packing my table when i came thru class 20 photos...
its already been a year...and next year is A levels!!! then we will almost all go our separate ways...so next eyar is what time i've left to make my jc life a memorable one...
they say jc life is full of memories...but i would say i miss my seconday sch more...

then i went to put it in the folder and saw my secondary sch stuff...certs, photos...u name it u got it. hahas. and it bring back memories... made me do silly things....think silly thoughts....and just basically screw things up. and i remembered sth i learnt from thsoe days...never say sorry tooe asily and too much. it would seem like it means nothing... =)

distracted myself by gg to the bball court...waahaha....but then i've lost the touch... this is sickening man...

now i need to distract myself further..

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should i or should i not squash tmr. shld i or shld i not go to SP tmr with nie gang? hahas.
to do or not to do (to be or not to be)

friendly

oh darn, did badly today for selection...2-0
guess i din focus for the first match and it was too late during the second match, esp when the protector was fogged up.
lesson learnt, give it ur best shot. u never know when u wont be able to.

guess its more skills training and physical training...

and some GUY just have the luck..haha. LOL only the guys wld knwo what it means.

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looking back, there's many things i've done and regret
but time cant be changed...
and these will be deeds remembered
and carried out thru out life.
ask me how some maybe done differently
and i would have no answers
for that is still an enigma.

selection

alrights..had selection today....
wonder if everyone will work extra hard now...

wanted to run but stupid mao kun was too tired cos he tried to make sheng hong run and sorta of fail...haha
in the end only run 3 roundss........SAD haha.

anyway, fitness is really dropping. maybe its time to drop by for asjab comp training and lead them...hahas esp the physical training...wei lun arthur leck khai anyone interested? =)
hope will break the 9 minute barrier by next year..means have to improve by like what 45 seconds?! and also the 20 minute barrier which means improving by 1min+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and also standing broad jump...need to get at least a 250...SHITS. haha

oh yar...friendly with mjc tmr....darn...we have to miss macritchie again...but welll...
shall go to sch early tmr.

grace saw a rainbow while leaving and told me....well it was really beautiful...but too bad...alot ppl at the stadium there and i was gg home..cant stay and admire.

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what's precious to us
is something that will end
or we can never have
that's the sorry state of man (or woman for that matter).

a rainbow...
something seen afar
appearing after a rain
disappearing under the sun.

i've yet to seek a the banded light to its other end.
but if i do
would u be there right at the end
with that pot of gold which emboldies you?

story with an and

the story with an and

that's the story of our life.
it goes on and on.
never ending
continuing to infinitum
be it sad or happy.
stories never end
except with an and.

chalet

back from squash chalet...and i'm super tiredd.,...ahhhhhhhhhhhh