specs!

yeah! i got back my specs! lol this gonna be a busy week....have not finished my tutorials!when others are done with it argh...and my legs are aching after bballing from 1140 to 1600 and squash from 1600 to 1900 =P now i have a burnt and red face! oh man i'm gonna be like blushing hte whoel day for no reason! haa said i wanted to mug but i din...LOL slacking now haiz update another time...too busy and tired...
squash tmr! with coach sumore...more court sprints! haha not that we do alot though...

nth but studies....nth but bball...nth but squash...nth but council (if i'm in first)
nth but friends....and nth more. period. hmmm maybe slacking included.

sundays

well...my specs under repair i guess but not sure if its repaired already. haha
visited mr tok today..well he still look the same...goofy as ever..haha
some people arh say wnat to go le den in the end nv go cos my this friend XXX din go...omg...how old are u le la? friend nv go then cant go mr tok's house? then some people at first say want to go then in the end nv go..lol

Fridays

hmm...its been a loong week...haha we had a mini 2-5 cny gathering last sat...it was quite fun lar...we went all the way to the zodiac sign to take pics...and jia hao u haven send me the photos! anyway, yi xiang made us wait for him for 40+ minutes...in the end he had to treat us to ice-cream...wahaaha...then we sat along hte river and talked and then moved to the esplanade...it was nice....been a time since we gather as a clas,s dunno when we will ever meet up again...haha

went out on sunday on nie gang cny visiting...went to each other house and then had steamboat at gillian's house! wahaha..they had so much food that we became bloated with food lar! haha... and Aaron the guide brought us to the wrong stop...had to walk an extra busstop distance to reach his house...LOL

well...wed was abit sluggish due to cny hangover i guess...thurs was tiring cos was rushing through some work and well...somebody made me waited till late in the night on tues for a reply...hai...nvm u wun even see this la! and of cos my nail cracked on wed and so had to cut if off hte skin and yar abit painful lar...but well...haha!

on thurs...which is YESTERDAY...sth happened...we as in squash guys were going to run 4.2 but for no reason i kept my specs in the specs box...when i realised that...and i took our the box...i found my specs BROKEN!! omg....but still i went for the run...lol...

tried to glue it back when i went home my dad helped too but to no avail...SIGHS...its not even 1 year old lar!...contact glue bluff people...it cnat glue metal strongly...haix.
so i went to shc today without specs and things were blurry at a distance and i cant do anything during lecture cos i cnat see the screen and basically i cant learn just by listening...so i dun understand anything the person said..have to figure out by myself but the girls who copied whatever were on the slides wun lend me the notes cos they need it to revise during weekends...not even for one TOPIC!!! argh...i'm so dead..haha

nvm i have sat morning and sunday lol...procrastinate....i need to do PCMEGP lar...okay C is just revise but still...oh man...

hmms squash trainings have been quite fun...the tranings are tiring taxing on my thighs which have not been pushed to the limits since last year septembet...hahas...now they are aching...but its still bearable =]
well, at least its not so bad till the whole leg cramp i guess...must do more court sprints and back pedals! wahaha...

oh i nearly forgot! saw jing ying on wed too...haha she's become darker there's nth wrong with that lar...anyway she's dark anyway... =P and why does it seem that once people graduate their dress sense changes...will like focus more on their clothings and accessories? haha

and yar had council interview today..the teacher said i din fill up properly...okay i did not put that i'm not dsa or appeal student...but i thought dun have to put that...and as for the other stuffs that were filled wrongly...i have absolutely no clue...i either have some weird eye problem or she's bluffing or i'm jsut muddle-brained when i was filling up the form...HMM nvm its over...up to them if i make it..haha

4-7 visiting mr tok tmr! cya guys 1330 hougang mrt...dun be late... =p

sometimes ppl should just stop whatever they are doing and just lie back against the wall and listen, feel and look at their surroundings...its especially best when its raining. the water droplets pattering over the floor and dripping down from the leaves... haha!

asdweafas

busy these few days will blog some day later.... haha

CNY

visited my relatives yesterday...haha it was okay...but everybody sorta of left early cos have to visit ohter relatives or sth...lols...and oh man i'm getting shorter and shorter...needa do sth abt it man! or else i'll just be a dwarf and then shrink to a size of a pea and then just disappear into thin air! hey bones..ggrow man! what's ur prob?! lols

all our life we will be changing things from one form to another...we keep trying to turn intangible stuffs to tangible stuffs and then back to intangible stuff again...its all to let others know how we feel what we think,etc. example a word is something tangible that describes sth intangible like love, happiness sadness...and the list goes on...

life's a game of charades...we never really explain how we feel or how somethign works but instead we try to show examples of it and wait for others to guess correctly...but can we ever guess correctly all the time...maybe that's why there's misunderstandings...haa...cos there's jsut too much question marks...maybe that's why we shld have enough trust in others...and not guess so much....

but i cant, can i? when almost what u say are lies?

wahha...gg out wif 2-5 ppl later...cya ppl!

random thoughts

oh no'S! forgot what i wanted to blog about...it was so intriguing de lah...nvrmind

in case i'm not onlien later...happy CNY ppl! hahas

cny eve

we are only a few more hours to CNY haha...so happy cny EVE ppl....
well...did nth much...watched tv....cleaned the kitchen...and came online...haha

abt yest...it was great to go back to anderson! ahhas..the concert's okay lar...we din get to see the whoel thing though... =p
and out form teacher treated us to cny goodies! woohoo!
kicked soccer in sch after that...and then ppl start to leave for church...class gatherings or for their steads lor...haha and-nj ppl know who is it rgt! lols

hmm...that's abt it i guess...nie gang visitng each other on tues wonder if i'll be free haven ask yet! haha

a new year is coming...hope certain things change for the better... =]

tired

oh man...feeling tired...with all the stuffs that happened...the uncertainties....tutorials...nt doing well in lecture tests...
that's mental tiredness i guess

physical tiredness...playing bball most of the time...not recovering left calf muscles though its been weeks since i pulled them...felt the stretch yesterday during the 4.2 felt it today during the 3+ run during pe...sighs...being injured sux...be it mentally emotionally or physically...

oh yar the weather made me sleepy too...the sleep inducing rain...esp around 1-2 pm...that's the best time...if only there's a valid reason for me to be at the grand stand every morning...its so cooling and the view of sky is great there...but there's always so many people training there...would be weird if i just sit there and sleep or stone.

CNy celebrations tmr...well my class ppl aint that enthu abt it...so well...at least they do make an effort to do their part i guess...lols not that i'm doing much except making sure they are doing sth =p sad lar i'm just not aesthetically inclined! haha

74 was empty today could sleep all the way home...too bad the journey seems so much shorter when u r asleep wished that it could have gone on and i can just continue sleeping!

i'm sleepy now too and its only 5 plus...but i cant sleep else i wun be able to sleep later!!

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gibberish?

your culture's partly your creation and you are partly your culture's creation...life is such there's never an end...only revolutions but with different ppl in it each time. =]

YAR RIGHT!

okay i'm really going bonkus soon...mind's haywired...randoms words popping out all over!

Today

happy valentine ppl!

spent my valentine at the squash court with squash people running round the nj trac and jogging round the estate of nj 4.2! hahas
but well the squash guys are friendly people maybe a lil quiet for some of htem buts its alright their coach is okay too...hahas...dun really scold ppl till very harsh? or issit cos we jsut joined? lolls....

oh man...i played bball fom 1140 to 1600 yest and then had squash from 1615 to 1830....and had squash today from 1530 to 1830...wahhaa...and i have pe tmr....think we are running 4.2 lols

sighs...dun think i can stay in nj...11 pts sucks big time...only a few days left in nj then...haha...shall make the most out of it...nothing but when the end is near makes a person wanna do his best and appreciate the things around him i guess?

sigh din recieve any flowers from ppl...lols...but then i din even send to ppl so well...haha

when the sky darkens and all is lost...will u be there...will u even know...will u even care...
when u cant even save urself...will u still be there
when u have risen to one of the top fews...will u willing be there...will u be willing to talk or even to care....
but do u even know...
do u...
do u really do...
the moment when the sun breaks the horizon...that's the best moment to sit back and just look at the sky....
a large green field away from the city is the best place to lie back and enjoy another's company without words...and to lost urself in the vast blue sky or millions of twinkling stars...

somethings

friendships built only when there's sth in common or one party is willing to give in....
or issit?
it aint so simple at times...
human relationships are ever complicated...friends for a moment...enemies the next....strangers a mth later...
enemies a moment...friends later...

its ever changing i guess except for the lucky few who have found a true and open and stable one... =]
and arn't this people lucky...

people always say if only if only if only....
how many time have i said that too...and how many more times must i say it? i hope never...
and that's just wishful thinking.

dumb dumb dumb

i woke up on sat and my whole leg was numb...must have somwhow placed most of my body weight on it while sleeping...cant move it and i nearly fell when i stood up...luckily i only sat back on the bed...haha...the feeling is weird...unable to get the leg to move..adn there wasn't even pins and needles...it felt cold and distant to me...and hten i sort of hopped to the kitchen...well after that had the feelings of pin and needles and regained use of my leg...wonder what would have happened to it should i wake up later...

anyway, was on the way to post a letter and was thinking abt stuff or issit staring at the trees? when i walked into a bunch of branches and i din realise it except that something was clinging onto my leg...it was alter that i realised it was branches... result? a thin incise wound along my calf...lol was lil painful though it wasn't deep at all... u know like when u are bitten by red ants?
oh yar i got bitten before while training in HQ last time...we were toc and had to pass through this bush and there were ants on it...climbed into my sleeve and bit my arm...lol

before i was going to type this entry...my sis droped some stuff and for some reason she got fascinated by my toes and asked why are they in such a bad condition; i.e crack nials...blood clot on the 2 big toes...they got me to action..i cut off the whole nail of the smallest toe...well it was alright cos there was a new layer below...long story...cos i cracked that nail last year and i din bother to cut/peel off the part that was still stuck to the toe.. =p

hope its not too gross for u ppl...it really isn't gross anyway...no blood involved!

oh yar...thanks for the comfort ppl...but still cant help but feel a pang of sadness and frustration and dumbness (if there's such a thing) when i remember my results...
ARGH!

ciao`

results

i'm just so stupid....i shld just go and die...i shld just volunteer to go to iraq or somewhere there man! none of my sicence got A1s! when my science will always have at least 1 A1! they were all freaking A2s! and it results in 11 points! i dun want 11 points i want 1+1=2 points!
and i got A1 for combined humanities! when i never got that before...guess must thank auntie eemoi for that and of cos mr yong and mdm haz! haha....crapping skills too pro le...i mean the history paper was like pure crap lar....

well my emaths improved from failing grade to A1 and amaths from failing grade to A2! what's more i did Amaths and physics with a FEVER! omg...if only i dun have that idiotic fever...and Amaths was easier than emaths!!!!!!!!!! and i only got B3 for english when 60+% of the sch got distinction....

Hai i'm so ashamed of myself lar...i'm actually the one who pulled the sch msg down......it could have been higher....it really could....must study hard from now on man...NO MORE SLACKING MOST OF THE TIME! i'm really sorry man....although we have exceeded expectations but could have exceeded even more lar...ARGH! and our class could have won 4/6! we lost by only a lil....

anyway, thanks to all the seniors who encouraged me..it helps really...dun feel so down anyway....and of cos my friends...well like what u all say...its not the end...
lol...for those who got 9 pts and lower...good job done! must not slack though...

to ex-andersonians...today have been a day of tears and joy....but one thing is definite...our life in sec sch has sort of come to a complete end...but never must we forget that we are andersonians.... Once an Andersonian....Always an Andersonian
i'll miss anderson...along with the teachers...classmates...classrooms...canteen uncles and aunties...

thank you for coming to me wif that sweet but well...guess it wasn't ur idea though right...haha

oh man i cant help it buy type/say again! i'm gonna miss anderson! hai except for the guard i guess =p

and yes i'm seriously stupid...my friends around me all get 6 pts raw not only andersonians...but other friends too....i shld just go and die lar...nv in my life have i feel so dumb before...did i slack too much? i do not think so...i'm just plain dumb....

what's done is done....and bonds will be broken in the process but those that survive it...they will be the greatest bond u ever made...

suddenly i remember sth mr wong said to 4/5 if u are good...u dun need luck...i guess its true...look at wei lun...he's really smart...u see the way he stiudy and yet can hold a post in council and post in sjab and still score 10 A1s...haha

weekends

well...the interesting stuff...went to bugis to get my bags and shrits with my parents...omg just 2 bags and 2 shirts amoun to $132!! freaky...but i wasn't the one paying =p
that's for sat...

as for sun...
went to play bball! woohoo! the sky was kind to me...wasn't too hot and din rain! yea! and the ppl there were more pro than me, most of them anyway...so can learn enw stuffs...look at more kind of techiniques and 'formation'?

i waited and i waited but u din even reply... ssing it to the tune of i'm jsut a kid! lols

friday

oh man...they say its coming...sighs...point of inflexion or turning point?

anyway...stayed back to accompany marcus [not the anderson de lar] at lib to do hmwk for a while....then went to play bball...and then watched the soccer match between njc and tpjc...i din know hte resutls cos din watch the whole of it..w.as tempted to play bball at the last quarter =p

played with the rv ppl...and then they went to talenttime so it was anderson ppl...wah son used his sin cos formula to shoot...and it got in!! LOL anyway...aozy and him zi highed...diao lar anson always zi high when playing bball...and hten he had a headache on the bus rid home...must have drunk the carbonated drink too fast and too early...did not let his body cool down a lil first... haha

i solved ques10 of maths tut3! yeah! thanks to son and chai who explain what the notations meant and the need for an a infront of that inequality...sense of achievement! hahas

u were not here...n i cant say...still oblivious or just ignoringant

thursday

had pe today..it was 2.4km. deproved alot lar...dropped by nearly a min! SIGHS....i seriously need to join a cca that has physical trainings!...or maybe go back to train the jnrs then do with them....LOLS

anyway, played bball today...and somehow i think my toe kicked something....cos it bled...and i din realise it only felt that there's some pain there... it was upon reaching home when i took of my socks that i realised it! haha and it stained the socks lar...had to spend 15 minutes trying to wash it off or else my mum would ask me abt it if she sees it! =p wonder if that's filial or being idiotic.

stm at work again! i forgot what i wanted to blog!

friday's coming and another week would pass...would we still be here a month from now? we shld really talk more among ourselves...crap more...joke more...scandalise more! lols though the last part is really not advised!

just lyrics? or more than that?

your subtleites...they strangle me...i cant explain myself at all...and all the wants and all the needs....all i dun want to need at all

the walls start breathing.....my mind's unweaving....mayb its best u not leave me tonight...a weight is lifted...On this evening...I give the final blow

when darkness turns to light...it ends tonight...it ends tonight....

a falling star...least i fall alone....n u will nv know