nuaing

'nuaing' aint good for health.
gg for a sumptuous (i think hte spellign is wrong here) dinner without exercising for one whole week
is DISASTROUS.
and i realised i've not attended any of the sats run.
DIE le la.
there goes the plan to get back into shape.

one more lousy fact i found out today.
i cant touch the board. but nigel seah can!!!
this is totally sianed.
right need to be focused liao.
no more nuaing. (i hope)

there's this urge to cut botak despite NS being 3-4 months from now.
another result of too much nuaing.
and no more early mornings aka late night aka 2-4AM

btw, i'm quite amazed you are still reading up till now!

i guess i need to get a phone with good camera function.
after NS. lol
and shld i get itouch or psp or just mp3?
and what non-camera phone to buy?
dun intend to spend much on that though!
$$ a constraint. sadly but truely.

omg. its playing would you mind now!
signal to go off liao.
a rather meaningless song.

addiction.

why did i reread the lord of the rings?
made me stuck in my room for the whole day except for lunch and dinner.
only managed to drag myself out now.

somehow, despite it being a fantasy story.
still drawn towards it. bahh and i still have 2 more books to complete.
after finishing the hobbit and book1!

3d2n

back from sjab camp.
feeling conked out despite sleeping for 3-4 hours alr.
darnn!
never bball if u din sleep the day before.
and it rained the whole day for today.
but it still haven snow! (wl's prediction)
lol

was great to see so many generations of sjab gathered on campfire night.
and many thanks to rosalind's brother for the flying fire fox thingy! haha

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reminded of this quote in andss:
" i hear and i forget. i see and i remember. i do and i understand" Confucius

need to let them learn.
but need to understand why they have to.
to find that passion
and the resolve
to make thyself a stronger person
to push thy limits
through all these
and from there have fond memories to look back upon
to know that you've been apart of a legacy
that is still and will go strong.


we need to have a sense of responsibility
for the chocies we have made.
since we are in it
might as well get it done right

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sometimes the things we wanna say
just come out wrong.
thus, it results in misunderstanding
esp' when its a one way thing
when one is afraid of the other.

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dont feel like going out.
but staying home
rereading all those novels.
just too lazy to go the the library
and i know i shld be getting other things done.
but it feels as if i've not taken a true blue rest
whereby i just laze at home.
doing nothing.

but that's time a wasting
in this short span of life
where we have an even shorter period to enjoy extreme stuff
that requires vigour and a lil bit of recklessness. =)
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alright, merry christmas everyone!

one word

one word summarises today. shuang!
well except the trip to sembawang, contemplating what to do afterwards.
cos some ppl like weird timings.

ok la its weird to me cos wanted to bball today. whaah
which bring me to the word. shuang!

so basically bballed from 1 plus to 7 then continued around 8 plus to near 10. haha
met jono for the night one.
random ppl + and jnrs for the afternoon one.
ohwells it was fun.
but the legs are complaining now. haha

surprisingly, they din cramp today.
hav they given up protesting?
grown stronger?
or the lull before a storm?

okay so the plan to psycho arthur to intro me to gym training is scrapped.
or else my legs might just be gone by monday, 0000.
spam magic, guitar (depends on sis), MONK tmr.

ppls let me get a job. dun wanna waste my 3 months away.

mara-training

hopefully, the sky would be kind tmr.
cos it wld be like a mara' training from 8 to 7. haha with breaks in between of cos.

need to get back into shape and then beyond.
before the heavy 19s come crashing down on me.
resolve. willpower! haha

rants

ran to jenn's house to pass her her very belated present form joel and me. haha
die le la. my stamina is at a all time low! and how am i gg to challenge the j1 squashers now?

then bballed. darn the sprained pinky has not totally recover yet. how???
and i still cant touch the rim yet.

and the worst thing ever said to me today. "is not you jump not high enough. u jump quite high already. is u not tall enough"
wah. sian.

ohwells. 30 inches. here i come.

wahahha interview tmr. hopefully it would be a breeze. lol

past two days

alrights, had 4/7 gathering yesternight. lol jap meal. well it was not bad.
just that i dun like to eat salad and dunno what the sauces are for! haha
hten went arcade and sat down. chit-chat for a while before heading home.
darn, we're all getting older. and looking so too! =(

now for today, bballed from 1 plus to 7 plus.
result? a sprained pinky, aching legs
and for some weird reason...a headache!
and somehow i sprained my foot.
tis' so weird!


i should get a house by the beach
and another by a meadow.
ohwells wishful thinking in s'pore.

words

words and tone are powerful things.
time shld be spent on learning how to use them man.
can be used to influence and motivate to one's purpose
so we shld all learn its purposes to better defend ourselves.
but that wld mean sales person wld have trouble handling me now. hahaha
hypnosis and mentalism rocks man.
but they are oh so hard to master.
easy ot understand hard to use.
darnn.
any mentors out there????

i need to 'settle' down. get a job and start planning
my training schedule for bball, squash and run more then
start dropping by to train the juniors more regularly...

btw, some 'cool' phrases to use.
never assume for it only makes an ASS out of U and ME.
learning to kiss is good- Keeping It Short and Simple

but these words seem familiar, heard of them in those inspirational or leadership training workshops i guess.
these things just get recycled la.
but we forget abt them.
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random though: shld i learn to be proficient with microsoft excel with my spare time online?

tired

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lazy to type out my thoughts.
needa wake up early tmr agaain. wah sian diao la... haha

heys

wah sian today damn suay.
kena saboed by xiu qi
to make fun of myself in front of half the school cohort and teachers. -_-

ohwells maybe i can be paid for that...

what kind of a lousy friend am i
not being able to help
watching my greatest fears realise.
and still be at a lost...
there's nth i can do
or say which would help

if only there's a time machine....
maybe that's what i hafta do.
to turn back time

or maybe its just myself
interfereing when help's uncalled for.

i'm at a lost.

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anyway, guys are total jerks.
mein gott
the atrocities commmitted
taking advantage when someone's down
to serve ur very own needs and wants
just because u lack discipline
and a streak of deceny within
freaking big bumbling baboon

maybe there's indeed truth in rumours
esp those that circulate out of the sch.

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now that was a total stereotype but i cant be bothered for now.
till next time then.
suddenly the mod for prom and magic's gone.
shld have ran with mao