rad#(destitute)

i've been thinking...
what a pity it would be
if life ends tomorrow
for i would have spent the last moments of it
mugging for promos.


drunk in the depths of your eyes...
even the air smells sweeter now.
and death more pleasant.


there will come a day when society matures
and death be given more respect.
not used as an escape from the world
nor the ending of something beautiful
but a transendence from something ephemeral to eternal.
and an element that makes life as precious as it is.

*on a cynical term, we are all possessive creatures, who would want their loved ones and friends to die.

from a movie excerpt,
love turns to possession then to hurt followed by anger and finally murder.

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is it really true that we need sadness to feel happiness?
loneliness to feel love?
or do we need the former just to appreciate the latter better...



its really amazing that we managed to create computers when all we had were rocks in the Stone Age.

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i've lost my compass
cos i din hold it tight enough
and now i'm drifting along
with no aims
being moved along with the tides of time.

*anybody have any idea on how to show the blog titles?!
jennifer, i've blogged. =)
The cobwebs are cleared. . .
. . for now.

chalet

back form squash chalet! hahas...though essentially only ahve mao kun and i.. haha

and coach's friend is nice la..we got a free bbq..though i have to rushed off for competition halfway..and i jsut realised that 59 passes by toa payoh safra from changi! could have just taken that bus la..omg!

went to run around the place at 5 plus in the morning...it was very refreshing...with little or no traffic, both human and mechanical...ran for at least 6km i guess....morning air is just so freshh..after that it was off to that hardcore fitness corner at csc there and then went to the beach to cool down...we were lazy to go down to the beach though...2 guys onl..abit gay and its at changi village somemore...

bought eggs and went back to cook them..we ate 4 for breakfast! siao lar and it was off biking in the afternoon to pasir ris park...hahas...

in the evening was the bbq...hahas the attendance was quite good and bao wen FINALLY said out her heart-felt desire to H............... hahahahaahhaa
too bad its the 7th month...not advisable to explore OCH. well the bbq was quite entertaining itself....

then everyone left left mao kun and i! dotsss we had some rest and then set off at around 4am from changi to amk on bike... hahas with the clues from lwh...and observing the 72 route...we finally escaped the clutches of tampiness and arrived at hougang...form there onwards..it was my territory..wahahaa...so we cycled off to amk...was well ahead of time..so we cycled to SG to buy BREAD. -_- and then off to ajc....

too bad we cnat go in cos was not in school-based clothes...then we cycled all the way back to changi..went for a lil detour at pasir ris park before moving back to chalet...

after this..had a painful butt...and aching thighs...but it was a good workout...maybe we shall explore other parts by bike next time during chalet... for example gg off to vjc or changi airport from there or something..hahaa

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the falling drops of water from a weeping sky
rhythmic pounding of the waves
on a battered shore
while boats bobbed silently
tethered to the shore by ropes
that has seen better days
and weathered through storms
that tried to break it
but failed to do so.
but my frail heart dont stand a chance
against the murmmur of a wind.
neither can it live without it.
what am i to do?