rant²

busy

its been a busy busy week. had to miss all my squash trainings to help out with the beauty of butterfly concert on sat. shitsey, i'm feeling flabby all over now...

tbut still it was quie a success though i wasn't able to be at the backstage all the time..had to settle admin and logistic stuff. darn! am always assigned with such jobs somehow..loll

and that POLLY and cheryl just had to suan me that iw as doing nothing...when i was perspiring like mad form running around laa.. Sighs.

and like what aaron said and comemnts by FP. the Jazz band's vocalist rox...lol but then i've forgotten her physical appearance le. saddening...haha anyway, the performance were nice la..from what i've seen during rehearsals. VJ is as usual VJ. ZAI. hahas anderson sec did us proud too with their break-dancers, indian ip-hop, chim jia hao and the entertaining emcees =p

okay, now i would need to recharge for promos but its impossible with tutorials and trainings... =[ but the trainings are important...we have only like what 4 mths left after all the promos and tests dates are taken away?

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had ace's and tacher's day celeb today. yes, i know AJ is freaking extra but they have their reaons...
anyway, we went for kbox after that and WE FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTOSS!!!

and went to find jono to play pool but he ps me to go for meal with his hockey peeps...
so played with other ajcian there in the end and then bballed before gg home.
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its sad to think 'bout it.
BUT i know its impossible.
yes it is.
BUT there's still moments of what if
that would never come true
BUT hope makes it seem otherwise
then reality crashes in
and it all collapse to dust
nothing would be left
except the quiet echoes
murmmuring in the winds
"but...but....but....it could have been otherwise..."

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a secret that can't be told.

friendly

well...we had friendlys today with RI boys. all of us would play at least two matches, and those who lose all two would have to do 2 sets of whatever pt coach is gonna give. those who win one and lose one would do one set. those who win both sets wont have to do it at all of course! AN ACCIDENT OCCURED.

anyway, won one match, sorta of got trashed in the others. my judgement sux, strokes suc, fitness suks. sigh. NEED TO TRAIN MORE. NOT GET SICK AGAIN. while making sure i study and understand my schoolwork which i dont at all!
this is getting worrying.

and to say the truth, our team is not improving quickly enough to get into top4 next year. can everyone just be more enthu...welcome training, do it seriously? if everyone does his part, we would improve as a team, and the trophy would be there for us to take!

btw, one of the RI boys dislocated his elbow (i think) during one of the matches. he was doing a boast and the momentum of his swing was too hard i guess that his left elbow struck the glass wall. the impact was so huge that his specs actually flew off and if i'm not wrong, he suffered from mild concussion too and shock(pale dry lips,losing consciousness, blur face). aye, whatever it is la. and the paramedics came and did hte bandaging and sent him to KK. but that guy was determined, told hwee sheng he would come back to finish the match... haha
that's the passion. the passion from within.

there was another injury as well. occured about the same time i think. not squash though but the soccer boys. they were having friendly with bpss and one of the ajcian lifted up his knee to get a ball or something (not very sure of the details) and it hit the bpss player. he had a fractured thigh injury. ouch!

to thsoe injured, get well soon aye? just use this period to catch up with ur studies then.

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i'm here without you
and its cold inside
with the reason unknown.
for the superficial
or the deep down
maybe its both
maybe its noth.
whatever it is
tis not what i want.
just go away,
till i'm ready for it.
i can't stand it anymore.

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to be frozen in time
unable to escape from its clutches.
or to embrace it
and experience all to the fullest.

Sats

went for 5km run at mac-ritchie today after dont know for how long...and as expected my timing dropped to the standard of the first time i ran... 23++ =[
sighs...i'm so dead la....

anyway, went to had lunch then for Reserve League...hahas it was a near win. 2-2 but our scores were better...so we got one extra point. =] that places us at around 4-5th place i think...not very sure also but our points are too lil..only 7 when nj got 14?! haha
oh well..time to train harder and even harder!

alrights..went to buy stuff for wayne for em and nigel for mao. haa

abitpissednowcyaciao`

thursday

sometimes, it may not be so good to finish ur assignments early cos u will spend time stoning and tlaking to people who are busy.

and some people who are not may just leave u there to STONE while they are watching some vids on youtube laughing happily away! SIGHHHS =p

but still its good to finsih assignments early so u wld minimise the stress level... hahas

many things occured recently.
for physical injuries maO hit my left waist with his racquet last monday or wednesday i think and the bruise is still here...though its has decrease in its area a lil but there's still a colourful mix of purple, dark red, red, maroon patch there. and in an attempt to make my waist look symemtrical he hit a ball onto my right waist on last friday i think. luckily it aint that serious as the previous one....

and of cos there's that poem thingy on monday, 30 july....hahas

and i need my fitness back....

is it just me and me all this time?
and u know nothing at all
or is the policy ignorance is a bliss at work now...hahas
randomnisation of words...