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hope is such a special thing...it fills the heart immensely in a moment and leave it completely empty at the next....
it makes a person go on and strive and when it leaves...u'll feel completely at a lost, defeated, stumped.
so is love i guess... funny thing...emotions of human...
is the will power greater than them or htem greater than will power?
it still remains to be seen and argued but the answer will never be clear...
for emotions are such a special thing....that makes u feel warm when the nights are cold...strong when the journey's tough....and confident when you are lost.

phantom planet songs are nice...emotive...hah

i'm unsure of what to do...what to choose...what actions to take...
everythings getting fuzzy and i cant take it any longer....but i will but i will...till the day when time has come to pass and i'm ready for the transendence...will i be willing then or unwilling? i'll never know till it comes...

when someone keeps forgetting to do thigns as promised....i guess it should be taken as a sign that he/she isn't willing to do it...then i guess its just time to stop...its useless fighting if the party's unwilling...there's no use training if ur team unwilling. but in the end should u fight on? or just let it be? it still remains to be seen and i'm sitll confused as ever...

outing...

hmm...had OG outing today...but it was more of class outing cos only sheryl came...the rest of the ips didn't come! hm...anyway, the OGLS PS US!!!! and its like last minute somemore lar! HHAAII.....it also defeated the purpose of this outing...it was mainly to treat the ogls lah! HAIX =( summore, we bought sth for them already...SIGHZ

anyway, we watched the ILLUSIONIST! hahas...the storyline is GREAT! lots of twists and the magic tricks are quite nice too (but know how it works for some) though some are most probably computerised...hahas oh man that guy's smart lar...hahas saw michelle NAH after the movie but i was on the phone so cant call her and she was talking so intently to her friend that she din even see me when i was like right beside her! hahas

well, later we met up wiht the others and went to NYDC to eat...hahas...the food's quite nice...the waiters friendly! spent quite a while there and everyone just talked and did some tricks, etc....then most of the people have to leave so we went off...the meal summed up to a total of 161.24...lols...but there were 12 ppl lar...so its quite okay i guess...i mean this is an outing right?! money is bound to be spent! hahas

tmr's another week....and we are going to have a maths quiz or sth i think...oh man...i forgot to publish one of my entries...okay its not even completed yet! lols

this song came to me all of a sudden- when you say you love me,
do you mean it?
this is so random...but well...haha =]
that's all...today has been quite a fun day just disappointed woth our ogls...but its not entirely their fault i guess...i should have confirmed the date earlier! Nvmz...what's over is over.

Ciao`

today

hai...the problems of being short and u play bball and u block sumone whose gonna do a lay-up. bleeding nose.

my face got elbowed again and this time its my nose which gets it! this is so sad lar! i need to grow taller...a quarter of my anderosn towel is like soaked with blood. so was that patch of grass near njc bball court. i knew sth was wrong when my nose got hit! but well...not that guy's fault though. i'm just not tall enough!!! Haha... but dont worry ppl i'm not depressed YET! lols and basketball still rock! their training looks interesting. haha
oh yar, to continue...i could taste blood after it my nose stopped bleeding...thsi proves that our nasal cavity is connected to the bucal cavity! hahas...

anyway, this angel and immortal thing is getting more interesting! hahas... hope my angel is someone with a good sense of humour not pervertic though or crazy like zhi yan's! =P

oh man, why did u have to remind me of that question on choosing again?! hahas...nvrmind

wanted to type some chim stuffs but then am too tired to think and further elaborate....what's the 'right' values? what's the 'wrong' values? and humans forms the environment YET environment shapes the person! irony huh...hahas.

GP really makes u think but then its difficult and it seems that language teachers all ahve unique personalties....there's no one general personality that can be applied to most of them! lols alright..other than they like the subject they are teaching.... -_-

what will happen to a mosquito which flies into a bus a person is boarding it?
the mosquito would be fined! No food and drinks are allowed.

alright i'm being lame...blame the weather the coldness transferred to me...as energy cant be destroyed or created...its being converted into words...nvm this is totally crap cos coldness means lesser energy! hahas

ciao`

time passes and memories made and then fade....

been quite long since i've blogged....well basically i'm sorta of busy... chionging hte tutorials so that wun owe the teachers any...happy to say i'm not now! haha but they have a new phjysics and chem lecture and maths lecture just ended...means more tutorials...SIGH oh wait teacehrs are now called tutors...what's the diff lar. still have to greet them rgt?

oh well econs getting more abstract so is GP...this is a veri bad sign and my maths still sux.

alright enough about academic stuffs
! had house outing last week...it was quite fun lar the ngee ann one was the best cos u get to chase ppl around...sometimes i wonder if i'm still a 5 year old kid...
and then we crashed SO3 dinner...wahhaha...ate at lerk thai...the servings are small...veri veri small...but some are quite nice lar... anyway got to hear about the rumours between ppl...wahaha....oh yar our team won the amazing race so we got the hamper but i only took the FOX sweets...lazy to lug one whole bag of food home!

anyway, anderson4706-where npcc meets band. =] those in njc-and shld know what it means. yeah! oh well out of the 4 2505-4706 guys only 3 are left, namely kenneth, marcus and I. SAD LA (as if). but well that's an interesting news cos nobdy would believe it when they know the participants. =p


there's always a time for everything...but will there ever be a time for me?
but do you even know in the first place?
oh no...cant think of rhyming stuffs..mental block. Darn!

at times even up till now...i still miss anderson...miss the juniors...miss the ccas miss the people there....miss the class...miss the bball courts....miss crashing other ccas...miss the time when the whole class were doing hmwk...sleeping...crapping...playing with aeroplanes...soccer balls...running around like idiots when we are waiting for suppl lessons to start. miss the sec2 life too when our class was the champ class for april games....the teasing one another the various games we played at the back of the class!
the outings we had...and that BALLOON thingy which aaron and kenenth dreW! that was hilarious lar...ALL THANKS TO LI lao shi. =p

OH YAR! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO chew wei xin of NIE gang...and also happy belated birthday to jiamin of 07s21 and also to fangyu of 07s21!

current score of singapore vs malaysia- 1:1 on level terms thanks to alam shah!!!

SIGHS

my blog got wiped out! so for those who visited my blog its not that i'm not blogging anymore!! lols alright and please check if ur link is updated...if not pls do tell me... haha

as

feeling tired shall blog another day and to wei xin happy birthday! haha

first lesson

Ahh! listening to all the past dances in anderson (there are too many to count omg!) brings back memories...can remember the times when we were sec1s learning the dance...and it just seems so silly...hahas...and then learning more dances for sec1 orientation,council invest, council rod, sjab camp. too bad i can only recollect parts of them...but the time spent on learning them...adn frustrations in forgetting them is so clear and so heart warming...and then comes the lose my breath...the first song with real cool moves and the first dance that i co-choreographed and then the 7 days and nights...the daces getting faster and more complex now...and then we had to leave...no more dances form anderson no more learning of new dances...and it was mugging all the way...

oh no all of a sudden i miss anderson so much! miss the time we lame together after sch..talk crap...play games....do hmwk in class after sch...gg out to eat and just stoning in class waiting for extra lessons to start...and of cos the childish thigns we did like throwing the planes from our class down into the pond... =p

argh...but what makes them memorable is thaqt they have pass...hha cos can relive it unless u have passed it...

and whoa 2 posts today! have overdoen myself must be those songs fault! haha

lessons officially starts today! hahas....its was qutie okay lar...at least our tutors arn't that bad...but can see that they will be demanding though!our physics lecturer is well funny! and random. he can say random stuffs that has nth to do with physics sth...but heard from his og ppl that he's quite v..... and well ....haha
chem was qutie a bore...the first thing that lecturer did was to scold us and then made us stay later cos the physics teacher din release us on time which ate into her time...

now i unerstand why njcians will ahve only lik 10 mins of recess....haii just like anderson last time....teachers hve no time concept...lol

oh yar learnt sht too. dun EVER play in uniform during pe lessons or u will be perspiring like mad and njc dun on their can teen fans during breaks (recess)!!!
gonna bring towels to sch next time...oh man i need a locker! haha

alright...that's allfor now...Ciao`

orientation

today was the best day! i mean 12 jan 2007! its the last day of orientation!
Though it rained almost the whole day, the ogls were efficient and good enough to change the war games to 1 vs 1 kind. though it was smaller scale it was still fun! smashing people with water bombs! getting yourself wet!

after that biondi chai i went to play bball! when the rv guys came to join us...it started raining so we stopped playing halfway! haha

then we changed and had games in teh hall....follow the leader was
FUNNY! zen kyn was to guess who was the leader but he himself was the one all of us are following...it was hilarious lar!

then we had a meet up with our civic tutor, welll he sounds like mr tan! and he teaches maths somemore. ahhas nvm we would see him on monday...

after that we went to coronation plaza to buy drinks and snacks...until now i still cant figure out why they want the whole og to go to fair price and squeeze and do nothing for most of us other choking up the space! nvrmind its over....we were also stupid enough to bring our bags and stuff along! instead of leaving it somewhere...haah -_-

nvm, after that we went back and played captain ball! din keep my specs and the ball was slippery, so it slipped through my hands,and hit my specs! its now twisted...but nvm shall ask the uncle at that shop for help! it was still fun! but abit dark lar...and that yingzi like kept falling and sliding her knees on the cement floor but she wasn't even hurt without a scratch! AMAZING!

it was to the hall-turned discoteque! it was uber fun...everybody got high at least the people around me did. and near the end AZARA/AQUA did a dance for us! the dance is so cool lar...dont know how the ogls do itQ haha the dj also introed in a few times the set of mass dance and then we have to quickly find a female partner and dance to the music! everybody was high in the end...we were shouting here and there jumping around...the pro people were break dancing, people breaking out into cool moves that leave u amazed (if only i can be like that!)

then we cooled down with cheers and the national dream! that song rox! if only its the college anthem... =]

went home with yuzhen,marcus,son marcus left cos his bus arrived and yuzhen ps us go take the empty 852 bus! then in hte end son and i with a group of his og friends i think took 74 home it was a double decker and aint crowded! wahaha

in all! hte orientation was fun but only if you allow yourself to get high participate actively and just do everything in the name of FUN! ahahs

oh yar on thursday, the house dinner was great too! chriselle got a forfeit which was to ask the singer at the fish and co to let her sing and well she really sang quite well and she's really another spontaneous zi-high ogl who speaks with an accent! haha anyway the house dinner was really fun we just sorta of monkeyed around took photos played games and make ppl do forfeits! woohoo`

AQUA AQUA
we love AQUA
we are one big FAMILY!
AQUA AQUA wo ai ni! lols aqua cheer`

alright that's all the side effects of excess of andrenalin is rushing in-fatique, aching muscles and drowsiness. have a good day/night/week/term/year/life. Ciao`

3rd day

external hunt today....it was quite fun lar...but the map was so screwed up....lucky one of my og mates (sorry! i forgot your name again! =p) brought along a street directory or we would have taken ages to complete it! haha
but still it was qutie tiring especially walking under the burning hot sun!

after that it was back to school! gonna keep this entry short...am VERY VERY tired.
after we were dismissed went to play bball...it was fun! haha and we won....woots!

alright, my legs are hurting they have just recovered from the sunday bball and now i've strained them through the long walks and bball and we have mass dance tmr! arhhhhh

oh yar must thank the ogls for taking the hunt with us and our civic tutor mr chew! lol
though we attitude the ogls a lil but it was all in the name of fun! haha

okay that's all ciao`

second day

second day of orientation....well it was quite fun...but for some reasons our group people cant get high! only a few can...hahas...pls ppl pls get high we have only like 3 days left and after tmr is 2 days! =(

external hunt tmr! we get to go round parts of s'pore! but then a civics teacher will follow us...haha gotta reach chinatown by 0830

anyway had station games today...our team won all that needed competition with other groups! wahahaha! cos we have more guys i guess...i'm not being sexist here! we had a bonding game called elope. and my partner was so excited that she squeezed my hand so hard that she caused quite a deep incised wound cutting through the hard cornified layer, keratin and bursting a capillary causing it to bleed!

and it took more than 5 minutes for the blood to clot. so was draining off the blood with my mouth...some people who saw me do that gave me weird looks....well...I HAVE NO CHOICE. its either let the blood drip on the floor or suck it. i din have a tissue paper with me....its in my bag! lol

oh yar one more interesting fact about og 23. we have 5 sjabs! 2 from andss 2 from sji 1 from river valley! wahahaha

under CELINE's 'pleading', if she ever pleads, we gathered a few andersonians and did the anderson cheer, right SMACK! in the hall...lols...if only more andersonians were there...i mean there should be 50+ andersonians, j2 and j1 combined now what! hahas

hmm, forgot what to blog about already...anybody have any idea on what better tagboard to use? lols

ciao`

Sunday

today was great! i mean the weather is great! was such a great day for bball! went to cheng san cc to play bball. lotsa of ppl there...better still! there were the poly students or people serving ns! it was great cos their physical fitness is tip top (at least most of them), and their skills arn't that bad...i mean some of them are shc team players man! =D

the matches were great! think i broke my record in playing bball matches in a day. played about 20++! the feeling of the adrenalin coursing through the bllos was superb. and burning people taller than u. twisting in mid-air to perform a perfect lay-up [alright, maybe not that perfect but still it went thru the hoop!]...leaving the opponents in awe....looking at the different variations of shooting the hoops..lay-ups...marvelling at the skills....setting up 'sets' (dunno what they call htis in bball) leaving opponents helpless and then scoring in the ball! i cant believed that 3 of us...and i dunno my group memebers and i actually have such good teamwoork, most of the decisions were made in split seconds.
the thing that make it even more exciting was that there were quite a number of groups who want to play.. so its like survivor. outwit. outlast. outplay. them! haha

of course there were instances when my group lost. but well..it was more to let us rest. allow the lactic acid produced to be changed back to glycogen (i forgot about my bio!)

anyway, one of the guy in my team is an njcian awaiting his A level results. what's more his a basketballeR! told me to join bball....but well...unless the coach asks me...i wun be joining bball. so conclusion? i wun be joinng bball. alright so what's the purpose of typing out this paragraph? i dunno! just that i'm feeling high. and my fingers need to move and do something!

and this is the first time i can get high after playing bball...it was usually satisfaction and tired. HAHA hope i would have time in j1 to go out on sundays to
play bball...but i doubt so. LOL

hmm, nj orientation officially starts tmr. hope its really fun! haha.

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thoughtful moments now!
- gravitational-potential energy exists due to kinetic energy. if the latter does not exist, then the former wun be able to have other forms of energy to be converted into cos hte energy would not be able to be released. its with kinetic energy that come the heat energy due to friction and sound energy when the object hits the ground.

guess what?, this occured to me when i saw a boy rolling a battery onto the stairs on the way home. i'm either weird or just ridiculous or maybe neither! it may jsut be the results of too much andrenalin in the bloood!
DISCLAIMER: please do not take what i have said to be true. they are just ramblings.

alright... ciao`

5th jan

sat arrived! lols after 3 days of boring lectures and talks the WHOLE DAY...nj orientation is gonna start officially! haha

checked out the orientation website! its way cool! haahs...impressed at the efforts they make. good job! lol wonder who designed it though...

actually, my group ppl are nice at least those that i talked to...and i found this out like on friday. it was a late discovery cos have been spending wed and thurs wif anderson ppl! haha...too bad we may be changing groups come monday...hope the new group would eb good as well! haha

friday was anderson sec1 campfire...we went back..the sec1s are quite high. congrats to asc on that! lols...though it rained halfway, but the change of venue to the hall was swift. and more importantly the sec1s were still quite high! =] anyway lots of ppl went back...from vj,nj,rj,hci,cj,aj! lols...not sure if sa ppl came anot! haha everybody were liek to high and shouting cheers and there till the htroats are sore... OF COURSE there was the usual school cheers competition but then njcians dun have real nice cheers so we din particiapte... anyway, the competition was mostly between the ajcians and vjcians. and as predicted it was started by vjcians, the ever enthu ones. NOT THAT THOSE WHO ARE NOT FROM VJ ARE NOT ENTHU

after, everybody started to cool down, we went to the old anderson hangout...MAC. there we sitted chatted and asked each other abt the other's schs and inevitably the comparison of which jc is better. DUH i mean its in our genes to be competitive. =p yeah.

alright, for today, went out to buy new shoes. wahaha! that's partly the good thing about a new year...u get new stuff!

that's about all.... ciao`

still troubled confused blurry about what you are to me..-one more new line thought up.

FIRST DAY

first day first day first day today everyday!

such acoincidence! met anson on the same bus and them met son and faris and then ann. and all htese while i failed to notice an njcian who is taking the same bus as me and i think is an ex-andersonian...lols

well, today was the first day of school...it was quite okay...except for the talks and briefings...they are well...typically boring...esp coc haha glad that we had such great insights to share the same insights as the majority of the snrs there lol.
din really get to know my grp memebers well... first, they are quiet (nt that i'm noisy), and there isn't much chance for me to know them...during the free periods...the ande ppl will gather around...except fro faris n shalini, et who found friends and xj who also found friends! though i was the only person from and there...was lucky enough to be in the same grp as felicia (ex-spsian). oh yar, hope u r feeling better now! =]

we, went to curry wok think that's the name for lunch...hahas and hten went back to school again! lol

anyway learnt a few lessons today...
never ever cut ur nails while reading a book or staring at the television. you will eventually cut too deep and it would be painful!
never ever try to make a pun unless u sure the pun u are making is not of something serious.
that's all

ciao`

alright

hmm...seems that i stopped blogging since new year.
well, nothing much to blog anyway...spent the days reading, online, watching the tube.

ehs, but lotsa of thoughts occured to me but just no mood to type them out not with you running in and out my mind. and i'm still confused!


oh yar,tmr is the day the sch reopens...mixed feelings..gonna miss the old school and old friends....not even one year has passed and now they are old friends...haha..time's really nothing but an illusion.