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hope is such a special thing...it fills the heart immensely in a moment and leave it completely empty at the next....
it makes a person go on and strive and when it leaves...u'll feel completely at a lost, defeated, stumped.
so is love i guess... funny thing...emotions of human...
is the will power greater than them or htem greater than will power?
it still remains to be seen and argued but the answer will never be clear...
for emotions are such a special thing....that makes u feel warm when the nights are cold...strong when the journey's tough....and confident when you are lost.

phantom planet songs are nice...emotive...hah

i'm unsure of what to do...what to choose...what actions to take...
everythings getting fuzzy and i cant take it any longer....but i will but i will...till the day when time has come to pass and i'm ready for the transendence...will i be willing then or unwilling? i'll never know till it comes...

when someone keeps forgetting to do thigns as promised....i guess it should be taken as a sign that he/she isn't willing to do it...then i guess its just time to stop...its useless fighting if the party's unwilling...there's no use training if ur team unwilling. but in the end should u fight on? or just let it be? it still remains to be seen and i'm sitll confused as ever...