new year

first of all! happy new year to you! =]

well...went out on the eve which is like 2 hours ago with my parents....we stayed till 10 to watch the fireworks only to catch a glimpse of a 30sec one from the HSBC building...a lil disappointed! haha but nvm. the crowd was terrifying! hahas...there's htis couple next to us and the guy got pushed so many times that he got so pissed and like threatened to beat people and the F*** word starts to appear in his comments...haha

anyway we had dinenr at JUST NOODLE...it was nice...there's free flow drinks too! haha and it wasn't crowded!! until we left =P

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its kinda sad that i din get to go to countdown with my friends but well...we still survive =p
a year has passed...and as i think about it...there's so much things that i could have done better, managed better...but year 2006 was still enriching in its way...met more friends of different characters...and experienced their way of life? hahas....sounds weird...but its true!
but alas new year just arrived...just like that...second by second...never losing count and its already leaving...second by second...so let's not dwell too much on the past but look forward and make the most of next year aye? and repeat not the mistakes we made...strengthen the bond between friends while making more new friends and yet not neglecting your family! haha

Ciao`

today

hmm...had 4/7 gathering but in the end qutie a few din come! lols...but well we went to play pool and then bowl. i still cant do it the pro way...my ball will jsut travel diagonally and not straight then curl!! argh! on hte whole...hte outing was okay lar...maybe except for weiting who came and then ate dinner and went home. =p

dinner was well funny...ate zhi cha but lotsa of ppl have budget so only ordered 3 dishes. hah. hten we ate and talked abit and walked to mrt and went off in our way. =]


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my mind's a blank...and i cant think...not when its about u...cos everything is so confusing (for me) that its better not to think...and so everything became blank. BLANK.

haha...nice? hope so. thought of it anyway.

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here's some old but nice songs...thanks to puay ying for sending them to me! haha

+|I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again|+

abit sad but its nice!!

here's another one
+|I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes


I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever |+

this is nice too! more of a frustration of a kid? but its abit "the world should revolves around me" concept though. but still the song is super nice! AT LEAST I THINK SO =]

+|I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you


I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
It would be so nice,
Growin' old with you


I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink


Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you.|+

this is a slow song...but heart-warming? hahas...and funny too...even let you hold the remote control. *think of a couple snatching the remote from one another while laughing smiling and lightly boxing each other =] nice? hahas

ciao`

council cohesion

i'm back! lols from council cohesion...well....it kept raining!
not alot of people stayed overnight...but well...at least quite a few came lar....but hte jnrs come here to watch tv and then leave -_-

spent the day playing cards and mahjong and of cos basketball! haha...in the rain somemore. the sad thing was that we din get to go to arcade...cos by hte time we decided to set off...the arcade is closed...but it was alright...get to eat supper at mac..tried the wings or something...lol

after that it was back to chalet playing 'childhood' games, i suck totally at stress! i cant look at so many things at the same time! urgh. and then played mahjong for the rest of the night till morning...haha taught the juniors how to play mahjong liao...wahhaa...and marven is like addicted to it now! lol on the whole, was still fun cos we get to lame around..or is it me laming around only? hmm....

i'm still tired though i slept from 1 to 6.30! =p so cant think of much to write... so long. think i'm going to sleep... =]

ciao`

one day

hmm...anybody have any idea on how to allow entries to show the title? lost touch with html =(

alright today is a normal day...upon waking up its staring at a book and then lunch! and reading again and dinner again and it goes on. its raining again...so guess it was the perfect weather to read! hahas....
gonna be a cold night again....thinking of you?

anyway, seems that msn has occured some problem...people are logging in or out or cant logged out... that happened to me...cant logged in at 7 plus all the way till 8!! they say its something to do with the earthquake at taiwan...but how in the world would that affect us?! anybody have any idea?

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thoughtful moments now!
thoughts form into ideas.
ideas form into beliefs,attitude, character
beliefs, attitude, character form actions
actions determine your destiny.
SO? u shape your own destiny, its not fated or something (though its nice to think so at times).

example? if u want to know people. you will form the idea of having friends. you will then be friendly. if you are friendly u will accept friends of your fiends on msn. and you may know of a long lost friend! ( say like when the two of you are 3 yrs old?) people may say its fate but hten in the end its really ur choice. =]

or u want to be good. u think of what u have to do to be good. so u go about doing good things, like charity, voluntary work and all...and then u will spend your whole life doing good deeds...there goes ur destiny...

anyway, these examples may not be that good but you should get the drift. haha
oh yar, if u disagree...please do tag! well, if u agree...tag too! and if u are reading this, u have to tag!

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for the bored...found this! enjoy! =D

A little old lady goes into the Chase Manhattan Bank and says she wants to open a savings account. The account person asks her how much she would like to deposit to open the account, and the little old lady says, "Three million dollars."

The account person is startled, and says, "In what form?" and the little old lady says, "Cash. I've got it here in this bag." The account person looks and, sure enough, the lady has a big grocery bag chock full of green bills with big denominations.

This is a highly unusual event, and the account person excuses herself to get the president of the bank to handle this one. He arrives, and escorts the little old lady to his office to handle it personally.

Once in his office, he asks the little old lady where she got so much money.

She says, "Gambling."

"Gambling?" he says. "What sort of gambling?"

"Oh, I make bets with people on all sorts of things, and I usually win. For example, I've got one hundred thousand dollars right here that says by noon tomorrow, your balls will be square, and I'll even give you four to one odds. You got twenty five thousand dollars you'd be willing to wager on that?" she asks.

The bank president is shocked at this sort of thing coming from a sweet little old lady, but he didn't get to be the president of the Chase Manhattan Bank without knowing something about money. "I suppose I could come up with enough to cover that sort of wager, but I wouldn't feel right taking it from you. There's no way you can win a bet like that!"

The little old lady just shakes the bag, and says, "I know what I'm doing. I can afford to lose, though I'm not going to. Is it a bet?"

"Okay, have it your way," says the president, and they shook hands on it.

"See you at eleven-fifty-five tomorrow morning," says the little old lady, and with that she leaves.

The next morning at 11:55, the little old lady arrives with a younger man in a three-piece suit, and is escorted to the bank president's office. The president is a nervous wreck, though a happy one. He's gotten almost no sleep last night, waking every few minutes to feel his balls to check for impending squareness, but nothing happened all night. He has checked hundreds of times that morning, but still nothing.

When the little old lady arrives, he starts to relax, knowing he has won.

"Come in, please have a seat! Who might this gentleman be?" says the president.

"He's my lawyer. For a bet of this size I want to have a witness. Any objections?"

"No, perfectly understandable," says the president. "Well, it's now noon, and I'm still unchanged, so I guess I win!"

"Not so fast!" says the little old lady. "For a hundred grand I want to verify things personally! Please drop your pants."

The bank president is a bit flustered, but agrees that in her position he'd want proof as well, so he drops his pants. The little old lady goes over to him and reaches out to feel the organs in question.

"Okay, you win, here's your hundred grand," says the little old lady, handing over a bag of bills. As she does so, her lawyer starts banging his head against the wall and moaning.

"What's wrong with him?" asks the bank president.

"Oh, he's just upset. Poor loser if you ask me. You see, we had a million dollar bet that I would have the President of the Chase Manhattan Bank by the balls by noon today."
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Boxing day!

BOXING DAY wonder why is it called that...well got from the internet dont know if its true... its sort of like a day when charity is done or sth...u can find it in wikipedia...too bad there are many different versions of its origin though... haha

anyway, it has been raining all day from last night till now...its nice though to look at the rain from a window...a feeling of melachonly? anyway..all of a sudden i'm free today and tomorrow...hahas...too bad it keeps raining or i wld be able to go bballing! sad...




lit up when u're seen...thrown to hell from the words u speak....completely broken from the way you treated me...

cool verse? came to me all of a sudden.

Ciao`

hey people!

a loong entry in....i hope...

had 2-5 outing on 23rd dec...well its was fun! long time sence 2-5ians gather together. hahas...sec2...that was THE TIME! lols anyway...we went to sentosa and den we played soccer! afterwards they went to the beach for a swim but i stayed back to watch the bags...so nice of me right? lol anyway, we went to vivo after that...had long john for dinner! hahas....after that it was back to amk to kpool! that was real fun!!! so many funny things happen lar...and zhi yan is as bad as ever...keep disturbing the guys till the 2 jia haos also pissed/scared of her! haha we booked like 4 tables or sth like that...and switched players now and then. after that we went to the coffeeshop below for supper...and had a talking session...talked about all sorts of crap...and then zhi yan got jioed by cheng wee on msn! and she thought it was for real! lols that she actually freaked out! haha cheng wee you are so dead if terry sees this...and of all ppl u chose to tease, u choose zhi yan. disappointed! *shakes head* haha! anyway, went home afterwards. its was really a good day. hope this is noth the last gathering....

went to gillian's house today...nie gang gathering and christmas! hahs learnt how to play gin rummy! thanks to gillian's mum! anyway, thank you gillian for the presents and cardsand christmas hats! so pro of u to actually stay up so late just to finish the cards. oh yar and thank you for the lunch and dinner! was sumptuous! had fun listening to the others singing the karoke and the sing alongs...lol...alright, rushing for time so this entry isn't that long...but nvm short and sweet's fine with me and with you (readers, if any) too!

went to the njc briefing..well it was 'informative' but did learn abt some stuffs...so at least its not a waste of time haha but the talk was short...so like waste alot of time to go to and fro just for that 1h talk!

anyway..went home at least the home trip wasn't alone so its not so boring..haha

called jovin and went to play bball but he's out at causeway wif his mum...so din come...in the end went all the way to SEMBAWANG and played with marcus (sps) and yuan liang lor...for some reasons...i keep cutting myself with my nails although they are cut and short! frustrating...
we were so bored that we played with some p5 ppl...on e of which wore a sps shirt! hahas....was difficult...cos if u try to lay-up they will run towards you...and htem being smaller in size...will just bounce off you...so u will have to stop u cant change course cos they corner you! hahas...

played 2 on 2 later...and then went home around 6pm...went to sun plaza's kopitiam...and ate myself...sad rgt? lols...but okay lar...was smsing michelle so its like talking to somebody while eating!

took mrt home and the end....2-5'04 outing tmr! hope it will be interesting and fun! haha and please DONT RAIN!!!!

signing off..and xin lin u are pro Ciao`

equinox

equinox equinox equinox!

An equinox in astronomy is the event when the Sun can be observed to be directly above the equator. The event occurs twice a year, around March 20 and September 23. More technically, the equinox happens when the Sun is at one of two opposite points on the celestial sphere where the celestial equator and ecliptic intersect. In a wider sense, the equinoxes are the two days each year when the center of the Sun spends an equal amount of time above and below the horizon at every location on Earth. The word equinox derives from the Latin words aequus (equal) and nox (night).


went to equinox today! lols...its a restaurant lar...had erm high tea with my uncle...its at stamford hotel the 70th floor! LOL my ear got funny due to pressure difference and i actually had to pop my ears!! haha not exaggerating. serious.

anyway, the view was great cant take pics cos the pixels of my phone ain't good...can see marina bay, boat quay, clarke quay..and those buildings at the cbd!! was realli nice!! i mean the view....
the food was great too! and it was buffet...there were jap style, chinese style,western style! hahas...ate till i was bloated!

went to library after that...borrowed some books to read during sleepless nights. haha used my uncle's card to borrow some dvds too~! yeah!! hahas

yesterday...

had council gathering yesterday at pasir ris!
for the first time, ppl actually have to wait for me to arrive-in other words i was late!(but only by a lil while lar =p)

at first like very little ppl then went off to play bball after pu qin kept pestering...hahas...the first part was a lil boring but nvm din touch the bball for quite a few days le-SEEMS LIKE YEARS TO ME! in the end pu qin was the one who said she was tired so we went back to 'hq'to rest....after that i learnt how to play bridge but i still do not know how to predict who is my partner..nvm shall practise more next time...hahas

but by playing bridge i missed out on playing soccer... =( nvrmind...one cant have everything in the world for if that happens one will have nothing =p

when they started playing cheat! a grp of us-a much much bigger grp now- went off to play bball again...hahs qas quite fun at first lar cos the tall guys actually defended but after that they sian off but then its still fun trying to pass the ball and basically running around trying not to slip!

that pu qin go scream in front of me...then i got stunted then she scored -_-"
oh yar vi ting's passing and catching skills are good...wei lun one handed dribbling onnorthodox..somehow he can just clear the ppl! weiting was a good stealer(actually stole zhirong's ball!) haha ronald was miserable cos he just cant dunk the ball in!! lol

in the end, we went off for the bbq...felt guilty eating some of the food cos din realli do much in bbqing..only fanned the fire a lil and adding ice into the container..

its was quite a crowd though and we have lotsa of ppl there!! form teh super old ppl to the sec3s currently! haha...so it was quite a gathering!!! all this is thanks to VJAY! hahas so thank you vjay! so sorry i had to leave early so cant help u pack up...

here's a joke told to qijia by her friend : which animal is the best fighter in the animal kingdom?
lion? tiger? elephant? mouse? NOOO! its ZEBRA! why? cos it has the most number of black belts in the animal kingdom =]
that's all folks! cya`



#where'd u go...i miss u so...seems like its been 4ever...since u been gone#

tooday

alright basically cleaned up half of the kitchen...as in clean realli whereby u scrub the walls and floors?

after that went online and messenger broke down all of a sudden! nvm its fine now...thankgod/deity/good old casper/cpu/ME!

anyway went to play bball..the weather was fine but the population at the court wasn't not much ppl..so only shoot hoops...in the end played 3 matches...was quite fun i guess but then not challenging sad to say...cos one of the guys no energy cos he din ate lunch -_-" well, at least it din rain but it say its gonna rain tmr and we have a bbq tmr! shucks..pray hard eh?

anyway here's a joke i recalled from a movie....a man asked a vicar...why do vicars always answer questions with questions...the vicar thought for a moment and said, "REALLY?"

and here's one more...again and repeat are sitting on a boat...again jumped into the pond to attempt to catch some fish (that's stupid of him/her)...who is left on the boat?
what? u said repeat? okay...again and repeat are sitting on a boat...again jumped into the pond to attempt to catch some fish (that's stupid of him/her)...who is left on the boat?
and it goes on and on again... =D

today

hahas...we have mini 2-5 outing today~ lols...but then lotsa of ppl 4got and well some din come...like wei xin, zhi yan?

alright, after that we went to yishun safra...lols..played the arcade...quite fun...but the money part isn;t abit fun...then we went bowling...yeah kept striking and sparring till the end...so finished with a dumb score...128...by the way! yi xiang's still as gay as ever...should see the way he walked before letting go of his grip on the bowling ball..thought he wun be as gay after being IPed in vjc
went to play pool afterwards! lols..did a veri tycho thing...missed the ball i wanted to hit and the ball rebounded 3 times, rolled to the pocket to the left of me and hit a ball in!!! hahas

went to long john at northpoint for lunch..ate the treasure meal...4 bucks! we crapped for qutie a loong time...was funny..mainly describing antics of certain ppl...but well...afterwards went to see any movies available...onli the horror one, cinderella(though it wasn't that scary at all!) was available...AARON DIN DARE TO WATCH...WAS SCAARED COS HE WILL BE SLPING ALONE DURING THE NIGHT!!!

hahas..okay logging off cya

crapping?

they say time waits for no man and yet its man that created time...
they say things change with time...and wounds heal with time...but since man created time...things change only by the will of man and so does the wound heal by your own will...only if u let it...

but sometimes...the wound still takes a long time to heal...although the pserson wants to forget it...maybe its not because the wound's too deep but because u wont let it go...let it heal...

everyone desires what he/she desires within but the desire changes when the person got it...so wouldn't u be losing your original self bit by bit when u obtained ur desire? but of cos it can be for good or for bad...but stil ur original identity would still be lost and u have changed...


we are told to move on in life....and some people have difficulties with it....why not stand still and let life move around you...that way u r still moving on in life...sometimes things can't be reached by working hard for it...sometimes...maybe all it takes is just to take it in and experience it...instead of trying too hard. [=

alright one entry done...erm...not realli sure what's its about though =p sorrie ppl! will try to blog abt sumthing interesting tat happened the next time or maybe jokes!!

my mind's whirling...i'm unsure of what i want...or what i need to do

hmm...

hsall think abt what to post....always want to blog abt sth but 4got abt it or lose the FEEL when i'm going to argh!