moved to: http://inmaginez.livejournal.com/ haha

field camp

back from field camp.
falcon attracts rain or something.
it rained without fail everday consecutively for 6 days!!!
its always a joy when it rains as it washes everything away..
but next come the mud and humidity. that is total .!@$@##@^@^@!
and from a green number4 it seems like we are troops back from operation desert storm. with mud everywhere and wet pants, shirts smelly helmet and boots..l
to be continued. still got ns stuff to write. omg!

on another note i survived field camp despite being sick. =P personal achievement! a hard-earned victory. =)

countdown

10 more days..
to the overseas trip
where everyone looks almost the same.
do the same things
get dirty together
eat together
march together

where the outside world cant touch us
and we are slowly shaped
to be...

i dunno that wld be filled in after i'm out...

放了爱，为了爱

steel my heart
bury what's left
act nonchalent
push u away
let no tears bother u again.
from a distance
like a silent angel
ready to help
when called upon
and disappearing after that..

poem! haha
and this is a nice song. gotta admit it..

你指向远方 爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
还得乔装安份 靠在你肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗
你越温柔 我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手

我的心 为爱流离失
所紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱

looking back

looking back at my past posts..
i'm shocked at how much i've forgotten
am glad that i kept a blog since that.
not minding the twit language used.
that was me. in the past. haha
its what gave me the memories I had.

but some memories retain.. and i still love the words mrs tan's gave us..

"Do all the good you can. By all the means you can. In all the ways you can. In all the places you can. At all the ways you can. In all the places you can. At all the times you can. To all the people you can. As long as ever you can"

"Remember not only to say the right thing in the right place, but far more difficult still, to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment.” --- Benjamin Franklin

How did i remember them last time?! hopefully i would always remember them. maybe that's why its good to have a blog/diary. Till now I still miss my sec sch days. my science, maths, humanities teachers.

the passion with which they teach.
the care they show.
the friendliness they exude.
the confidence they gave us.
the teachings they passed on to us.
not only those in words
but of heart and moral...

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let us discover more about ourselves without forgetting ourselves.

injury list

another seemingly permanent injury to add to the left wrist left knee.
right feet. might be due to the long hours of standing and
then bballing at night =P

ah well it would get better one day i guess. just need to rest abit.
shall sleep sunday away if i can! haha

S.I.M. review( if joel's that bored to come here): luckily din get burnt, but the timing was off abit and wasn't chased off by security. haha but the surprise and the look given is reward enough. anyway, seriously need to find otu mroe abt that 'black bird' thingy and the _ _ party set. maybe we go create one ourselves. haha

hard work

after staring and fiddling around for 1h...finally succeeded! at least its close to the intended effect

and it got really hot hot hot. haha my fingers were nearly..............

only joel will know for now bah. LOL



in the end din get to bball today cos of the sky.

was wandering around amk today when we got 'picked up' by J&J

changed plans to go visit Vjay. haha good news is she looks fine! but can see that she's still abit stressed and worried. but nvrmind at least she knows that help is always around her! =D



oh no i realised i din run at all this week! need to schedule my days properly and determination! =)