sat

and i've yet to rest. been bballing, squashing training jnrs, skipping lunches
everything but study! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

staying out late with sjabians, nie gang and FONGs (friends of nie gang, coined by aaron) at kfc, mac.

finding coach's present, blogging and also IHSC (inter house squash competition) too!

seems ages since i've been listening and using the comp. am i a cyber addict? haha

btw, learnt how to use the note function in my phone to display when on stnadby.... -_-
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i'm tired with eyes shutting
but the brain says no
and the heart's feeling empty
while the hand's free
to point out to the night
beyond the panes of glass
while the crickets sing
leaves rustle
and the legs yearn for a run.....

today

SQUASH SJAB BBALL TODAY

i must say..i'm still tired. have yet to spend one whole day at home to sleep!

aye, tis naught thy time to sleep,
thou shalt work, sweat and bleed
to reap the fruits of labour
in the seasons that cometh

back from camp

AM BACK! hahas...well tis sorta of mixed feelings...

relieved that the camp is over, yet miss my group a lil- BLACKFOOT! and VG1! hahas...
both groups are enthusiastic and yet have different team dynamics. although must say VG1 is quite challenging to facilitate... BTW, very sorry i couldn't send you guys off, was helping out admin committee.

and blackfoot! thanks for ur replies! hahaa` i did not had a chance to say this but we had a really good trek....none of you had to fall out and you guys completed it in good time despite the hippcups.(did i spell that correctly?)

and YEEAAHH! its sad that the SI guy bunks wont get together to sleep thru the nite again...haha the inside jokes we had, the weird antics the juniors had like inspector SHAAM or instructor mugilan! hahaas

but it was really tiring, had to grab snatches of naps in between, actually just during the bus rides...

okays, i'm like dozing in and out...shall blog more next time. Till then`

doctor

need to see the doc and get that bugging lump thing removed. rahhhh. wish me luck. haha

AB camp later. hopes it goes smoothly...

econs

oh no i wasted today din study econs and i'm gg to watch bball on thurs.... -__-
i need help in the form of intelligence and perseverance!!

magic

magic.

when performed to the kids.
their smiles and laughters are all worth it
to see their happiness for that few minutes
and their belief of magic come true.

but as the age group goes up.
to impress is the goal.
to mystify...
there's still smiles....because they are impressed
laughters are heard more for the antics and skill than the magic itself.

if only they can be made to believe in that, even for that few seconds.
whence their imagination goes wild and free from the vices of reality.
to believe in the impossible...

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Friday

faced off TJ today, well can see that all our fitness have dropped since we have stopped training and the strokes too. at least not everyone got trashed and we only lost 4-1. but we could have win i feel if our grouping is right. but wells..... summore with mao kun already injured and low morale in the team, thanks to exams and the stupid incident, it was quite an okay performance i guess.

but i must say our refs are very....hahas maybe its just the accent. =] we had a good laugh anyway at them and ourselves.

best thing today! got to play bball! haha with ppl not as demanding as other area de...basically more friendly? and the playing style is abit different. more shooters here. well, the hoop is definitely much more larger in my opinion. or issit just a perception? played till legs cramp. been long since this happens...haha. cramping in mid-air! hahas and my shooting has degenerated to a sucky level... =( lay-ups too but at least they arn't that bad.

jump jumP juMP jUMP JUMP HIGHER!
99% shooting accuracy

and all SPA are finally officially over!

Question

What do you want in life?
To be free.
Simple.
No.
+++++++++++++++++
simple, a complex thing itself.
for things have to be accomplished,
goals reached
by simplicity itself.
but that's impossible
when there's so many to consider.

[A balanced answer....
there are good points to it too.]

from simple things are great ideas thought
simple actions that hearts are moved.
simple words that make tears flow
of love, gratitude, hate or fear.

#Rad-
To completely obliterate self-centeredness, we have to lose the sense of self.
are you ready to do that?
To live for the world
for people you dont know
just so the world continues.

We seek order from chaos
thus came music from sounds
then arrived speech from garbled noises
followed by drawings from scribblings
seperating words from drawings
friends from strangers.
You and I.
finally we try to combine them
while retaining their distinctiveness
(i seriously have no idea what's this about and my head's aching)

words

words are powerful things.
Despite its standardised meaning in the oxford dictionary
it means differently to each of us.
the values it hold within us
differs from you and me.
the emotions it invokes varies

but they are the best substitute available
for us to express ourselves.
or not.

sometimes a hug is all we need or a pat on the back.
words are luxury meant to be used consciously
not fluanted extravagantly.

many a times we speak what we mean not
only to regret it
and seek ways to rectify it.

but what's done is done. there's no going from 1 to 0 but 1 to 2 and more.

"its better to be silent and look like a fool than open your mouth and prove so."