water

beneath the surface
lies a rage seething
a senseless anger
at everything else
but essentially at itself
for its failures
and shortcomings
the various wrongs committed
and words that should never have been uttered.

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Promos ended,
the real challenge starts now.
-getting A for PW
-getting back to a better physical level
-learning those stuff i wanted to long ago
-improving both bball and squash skills
-surviving the promos results
and the list goes on

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list down your wants...

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some lyrics..

So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
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I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my
sorry for the fact that I'm not awareT
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
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He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would have listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away....

and the story continues..
dont it always?
for the perverted way of life
or just commercialisation.