accomplishments

throughout the course of time,
we are continuously trying
to accomplish goals and visions
realising hopes and dreams.
why do we do that?
learning all the various skills
from drawing to singing
dancing to acting
bball to squash
checkers to chess
illusions to magic.
a quest to improve ourselves
to our satisfaction and others?
to give meaning to a life we have yet understand
its purpose of existence?
distracting us from an otherwise seemingly meaningless struggle for survival and dominance?

i guess its just to improve ourselves till the day comes
so we maybe equipped with the skills to survive when we emerge independent from our shelters
to build another one
for ingrained deepest within our genes
is the desire to survive-sometimes even at the cost of others
and that maybe how evolution came about.
one basic genetic character.

but we seek love and companionship
for we too need evidence to prove our very own existence.
An irony, isn't it.
maybe the idea of self
is essentially the reflection of others interactions with us
but we want to determine the type of interaction,
henceforth the concept of appropriate behaviour
based on the assumption (proven or not) that the latter and former has a causal-effect relationship.

and more complications arise
like a recurrence relation
with each R(n) value contains part of the R(n-1) value.
making each complication similar as the previous and yet different at the same time.