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realised i have not been bl0ogginggg as often as before...hahas well din have the mood and content i guess. =]

start about today. went to bballed. hahas. was quite fun. get to play with the csc player and learnt quite a few moves and team manipulations. it was fun! too bad was tired and it was around 7+ already. been there since 4+ =] came home with a scratch below the eye and also the arms.

now for saturday, we had the reserve league. well, we managed to win the other team cos our total number of sets won is greater than theirs. we seriously need to train much much harder. i mean that team is only from sji i think. we must rewrite history. this feel so like my last sjab competition when we finally won our arch rival sch. lol! but this is much more different, we need to be physically strong, mentally strong and quick reflex and strong stamina.

for friday! we had our movie fest. hahas it was quite okay and our new pdg tutor treated us to dinner. too bad for the rest who went home after the movie or din go for it.

that's about it for Daily Routines.

now for some Thoughts.
WHAT IF....... white is not the epitome of good but bad and black is the epitome of good and not bad.
for black represents order and clamness, i.e. its not destructive but bring about a certain kind of peace.
white would be chaotic and blinding. so blinding that it had blinded our eyes to see the real good in this world. so chaos, that peace will never be achieved in this world.
what if the world which we are living now is so twisted that the badness had reigned and infiltrate to within our souls that it has become good and what was good once is now precieved as bad?

Ramblings.

i just want to run and run and run and never stop.
till my body's glistening wet,
muscles strained to its fullest limit.
lungs burning for the oxygen that's never there.
heart pounding so loud that i hear none but its drumming.

then would i stop to lie upon the ground.
gazing up at the expanse of darkness up there.
twinkling with silver lights.
winking happily away.

my eyes would then close.
and all that's precious to me
all that's hurting me
would be closed to me.
and all around me cease to exist.

as the sun rise over the hills in a few moment time.
the awakened sparrows
would find a body lying stretched out upon the expanse of grass.
the body cold and silent...