plate

oh man...lost my 1st round...now in the plate event le..must win that +4 guy this thrusday!!!

and i fianlly started on my studeis but haven even complete one chapter...

like what jia hao said..there's really no motivation there.

like given up on studying ever since...
there's really like not much purpose not in the rational way but thinking irrationally.

i'm just lost...and awaiting for sth to happen..or someone to come along...


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Darn! emo again. sth is wrong. but i dont know what.
maybe someone does. but i dont.
and doubt i will ever.
the mind's a swirling mess of thoughts now.
the compass's lost.
and i'm directionless.
so's the soul and heart