stoned

i'm seriosuly stoned.
why is the bball court unavailable again.
cant they put the counters for the bursary award in the shelter at the side of the hall!?

now there ain't any court where there are ppl playing.
the other court nearer to my house is empty too. rahhh.
and almost everyone's either in army, attached, going to be or trying to be.
that leaves like near zero people to ask them out!
teh remaining one dun even respond to your smses till its too late.
if only i enlist in january. so much better.

but life wont be as boring if there's an available court with people playing to go to!
and i dont wanna travel all the way to sengkang. cos nobody available to ask to go there to play!
infuriating.
and i just 'sent' my bedsheet covers for washing...

if the afternoon gets any worse, guess i might just have to go there and try my luck?
on a more frustrating note. i haven't run for 1 month already!

maybe i shld get on with that forgotten plan of being a hermit. =)
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sometimes we think too much
on a question where there's no answer.
for the question comes from emotions itself
and not a rational mind.
but we seek still the answer
for fear of getting hurt
if we dont find one;
hence leaving a blemish
that stains our life.