had had enough

after 5 years, yes there's been lapses now and then. i shall finally give up. (though i noted i wrote abt this a few mths ago... =p)

had enough of the lies or is it the truth? if so you were lying to others then but doubt u wld do that to them.

all the crap about just being normal. like real. when have u shown that kinda of attitude except during that period(s)?

i'm just disappointed. not in you i guess but me. for being so dumb? helpless? irritating? i dont know. really dont know.

sounds familiar? cos that's what u always say.

the ultimate shield to all questions, catalyst for u getting pissed and shining the freaking interview light at me.

hope i can do what i meant to. but doubt i would succeed but there's no harm in venting out. makes the nights better to sleep in. =] i hope