haic aich icha chai haic

haic..my test fail le.... not realli jonathan's fault lar..i'm at fault too...sighs...slipping into signs of depressions...y m i still living arhs? very sians lehs...no meaning at all lorr...dun feel anything worth living for...

i just cant bear your coldness towards me..cant believe i'm such a big failuree...
sad... =]