I

when you speak
within yourself
how does 'I' look like
am I big or small?
confident or weak?
is it the same I all the time
or do I change now and then?
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there's never equilibrium as we understand it to be
but seemingly equilibrium
whereby events and feelings are in continuous movement
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i'm getting weaker
i can feel it
and i don't like it one bit!
bball deprived! =[
the sky's dark and heavy
and air's thick and choking.
+\/nauseous\/+