what to do

what's there to do
but to take a back seat
and wait
the world's revolving and i'm moving along.....

but i dont wanna do it alone
i want u by my side.

i think....

but it still hurts....
the scab that bleeds when removed
but itch when hardened.

or is it just the hormonal era
and undeveloped maturity stage?


sighs results are out...some ppl still got retained and cos of that maybe leaving aj! SIghs...
and it's usually the more fun people.... damn [not that those who remain are not though!]
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we live a life of self delusion
that what we do can be for others and none for our sake.
that's not true
what we do would always be for our sake
just that if it is for others too.

for helping a friend is cos u wanna keep that friendship and make it strong ain't it?
though there maybe some altruism to it...

helping a stranger....
that maybe due to your religion which preach certain values
of just simply the values that u believe in.

perhaps the sacrificial of one's life [need not be the life and daeth but personal life] may be the most selfless one of all.

if that's true i really dont mind doing it...

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"a circle starts form a broken line
all things start broken
to grow and mend"

i shall have faith
since i thought of this.