Trying to luv wad we do huh? y not we start doing wad we luv?

nowadaes...be it u r a employer, employee, student, teacher,wadeva occupation u hav...
u willl surely hear ppl telling u to adapt...to try to luv wad u do in otehr words to luv wad u do! take an example 4 a student [cos i'm one] : once, a counsellor once told me n my frenz to try to understand a person to like her...all these stuffs...n wad dod we get? did tt person turn better? no..she did not...n wad did we have to do...try our best to not to retaliate when we r veri annoyed wif tt person....if nt wad will happen? tt person may get upset again den teacher saw...den we have to go n c e counsellor n tis wil b veri abd man...imagine ur testimonials...

now...employees n employers r oso told to adapt their working scheme and stuffs....hmm adapt to wad? i'm thinking hu set the standards that we ahv to adapt to y do we have to follow tt standard? funni rgt? mayb its bcos 4 a better future btu when u keep trying hard to adapt to it n understand it n tolerate it n luv it wad abt doing things tt u luv? dun u feel that u hav lost r soul to changing n changing n changing jus to wad? survive in this world? n y do we nid t survive in tis world? to keep ourself happy or to keep e ppl around us happy? argh...getting confused man if anibdy hav an ans pls comment or tag or email or wadeva thingy...

back to being a student or shld i sae mi? have been thinking... y shld i b go to ppl hu i dun realli like...hey i do try to u noe...but in e end wad happen? tt person or shld i sae those PPL dun even trust mi or wadeva rgt? n this crap abt being i believe u thing...wad's e use when tt person sae he/she cant tell u but he/she went on to tell other ppl abt it n those other ppl hu happen to b ur fren too oso decided nt to tell u too...ain't this cool? double betrayal...ooh..hw gd the feeling is rgt? ur gd fren or average fren decide nt to tell u abt it n tell ur e other gd fren or average fren abt this thing n tis 2nd gd or average fren oso decide nt to tell u abt tis...ain't tis so cooolllllllll?! haha...but tt's jus wad happen to mi nt jus one time already but mani times n is mostly frm e same few old ppl...though sumtimes its nt e same few larr...weiting u want to noe y i dun realli like 2/5 sumtimes or nw? u got one of e ans here... as its well known most sudents or dun realli like to study but they still do so and why is it so? so they can do what they want when they get older when they have a gd job but when u get a gd job...e stress will b high...n workload too n wad dod u do? u work n work n work n hu realli like to work? isn't that oso e same as to luv wad we do...haiii.... ps. to anione reading...this has nth to do wif exam stress have been wanting to write tis but told myself nt to...as its nt realli gd but can't bottle it up again man...when lots of bad things stay in ur heart in figuratively term...u cant take it n will soon hav to giv it up or cause the hear to burst n cease function in other words...to die...

hm..feeling better after typing e previous few paragraphs of words...hope i will be better...